#03122022

[nootherlovegj]

Goodnight meine Süße💤😪💤   Thank you for sharing this lovely day with me It’s wonderful to see everything back in routine since we had few very chaos weeks😵‍💫 I hope it won’t happen again😅 Let’s enjoy this peaceful Sunday👩‍❤️‍👩 Please have good night’s sleep honey, see you later, I love you very very much🌻❤️💍💍❤️🐼🌈🥨🥗🍕🍻☕🥐🍦    

[izmarco31]

“Kể cả những đêm anh nhớ em đến mức phát điên, trong mơ em cũng chẵng buồn gặp anh một lần”. Và như vậy đấy, anh chưa bao giờ ngừng nhớ về em cả. Tất cả những khoảnh khắc anh nhớ em, anh đều chọn cách im lặng. Nhưng liệu mọi thứ có thật sẽ ổn như nhiều người vẫn nói không, liệu rằng đến cuối anh vãn có thể nhìn thấy em hạnh phúc 1 cách trọn vẹn không?? 

[nichroous]

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[inconspicuousfangirl]

Lola A's birthday celebration! 🥳🎂🧁 #03122022 https://www.instagram.com/p/CbBsElnJLl-/?utm_medium=tumblr

[chrizza]

Usa pa gyud jesami nganong makigsuod man gyud ka ana nila? unsa man gae imong giapas ana nila? nga naa man kay mga ig agaw you got the best support system and naay molaban dira nimo hays nako nimo mura man kag just now! mao ng pagsure ara ! pagmata haysssss

[chrizza]

GOT IT ;)

gotta remind myself not to trust anyone aside sa akong mga ig agaws. Nakalimot man ko uyps nisalig nasad ko ba unya naing-ana naman diay na sauna noh? mao tu maayo ra man na siya moduol diay kung naay kinahanglan ug kung di sila okay pero kung man gani magkasinabot kay asa unya mag-uban pa sila nga magkanchaw nimo di ba? feeler nimo jesami uy abi nimog mao nanay gihatag sa Ginoo nimo ? hunahunaa tung gipangayo nimo saunas sa Ginoo okaays? ayg pagdali2 sama anang gibuhat nimo run hays nako wa pa man ka namata uyps haysssss

[mortifiedandawesome]

2020-2021, I didn't have a good year. A Couple of years if I'm going to be honest, but when PROBLEM X was happening, also was PROBLEM H and then PROBLEM B would distract me from thinking too closely about PROBLEM M.... anyway, all of this sort of cumulated and collapsed spectacularly in Nov20/march21, and for once in my life, although there still were the problems of LIFE, my main torments were OVER. Not perhaps the way I wanted them to be over, but the sidequests of anguish came to an end.

It's hard to worry about just your new magazine burning in the housefire when you have to keep scooping the walk in a blizzard or you'll get a fine, and the fine is your lawn will also be set ablaze. Rough municipality.

In October of THIS year then, I had a sudden RUSH of emotions, an aftershock of traumas, a realization and awakening of pains I thought buried or surpassed. I'm much better now. I chalked this all up to YES finally succumbing to grief, trauma, fears, pains.. a normal reaction. I assumed I was in shock for a month or two, honestly.

BUT, the other day with proven evidence that the brain is affected by COVID, I got to thinking... while life had been a BLUR for much of it the last several years, and I _had_ been operational/merry occasionally since... the sudden rush of pain and memory and anguish happened (while at the time, it felt randomly)

...when I had a COVID infection.

So, who knows. Another mystery of the head to get answers to in the afterlife maybe. Did my grey fats sizzle a little bit, awakening previously unwounded flesh? previously healed flesh? Just some mind demons? I dunno. I'm procrastinating right now anyway.