a whatsoever whatever

too much expectations can make you down. The unspoken feelings

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Waaaaaa Lordddd, unsa naman tu? moadto ko or hindi ra moadto? wahahahahhahahahahahha oo na give me the Godly sorrow for this one ug wa man gni nakapahimuot ni Ptr Julzzzz, ang akoa kay wa ra man gyud ko kung unsa man gani ang iyang desisyon kana bang laid na lahat di pa diays. Waaaa gikapoy kug hunahuna pwede magdeact sa messenger? HAHAHAHAHAHHA like moingon lang nga nakawat or di na maopen na nga account ba kana gae? HAHAHAHHA pwde magdeact Lord? or like tagai tag chance or spirit nga kanang naa ang peace like hunahunaon sa sa makadaghan RAWR NA TALAGA AKO

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murag lisuda ibiya ug hangtud run wa gihapon tay mabinlan

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LORDDD, DI NAKO GANAHAN UG INGON ANI GIKAWATAN KOS IMONG GIHATAG NGA PANALANGIN TUNGOD RA PUD SA AKONG MGA BINUHATAN SOOO LORD TABANGI TAAAA T_T AYAW KO NG UMUSAB NITO.

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kakapoyyyyy wanna sleep I wanna sleep like to the point nga dili nalang sa mobuhat sa mga butang, di ko gnahan modecide

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MAO NG I LOVE THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE NGA KAHIBAW MO TABANG WITHOUT BEING ASKED ALWAYS MA MOVE GYUD KO ANA OR MAKAINGON KO NGA AHHH SALAMATS KNABUHI ANI NIYA LORD OR KANA BANG MAKAINGON KO NGA NAKAKITA SIYA, THAT'S MY KIND OF PEOPLE GYUD, LIKE MAKAKITA SA KUNG UNSAY ANGAYAN BUHATON KANA BANG DILI NA KINAHANGLAN INGNON, I'M TIRED OF PUTTING OR I'M TIRED OF SAYING OR MANGAGDA SA TAO OR MOBUTANG SA AKONG KAUGALINGON SA MGA TAO NGA DILI GANHAAN KUNG KNSAY NAA THEN GOOD KUNG WALA AHWW GOOD LANG GIHAPON. Wa lang makalagot lang gyud ng ingnon kag pinakalit nga basin gnahan ka nga adto sa sakyanan, kana bang kamo may nagsabot unya ngano man nga imuha kong paadtoon? wa man kay klaro nga tao uyy. MAKALAGOT GANI NG WAY BARUGANAN WAY INTEGRITYYY.

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tsssk grabe dalia ra gyud nato buhian diring dapita, mura man ug nakalabayg tae or mura man ug way integrity way baruganan bataa, lagotaaaa wa ko kebaw unsay plano niya atu pero ingon ana gyud diay? biyaan ta? biyaan tas ere? pero awa lang ug naa nakoy akoa asa ko mangita or manawag unyaaa not because of pride pero kahibaw nako nganong naingon ani or afraid nako moask kay yeah ingon ani ra permi ang mahitabo kana gaeng your too tired to asked for something to someone kay kahibaw naman ka asa padung di ra man gihapon or makaingon ka nga maninguha ta arun d ta madisappoint sa tao or nato nga makaingon pride daw ng di mangayog tabang pero unsaon nalang ng courage nga imong gibuild up arun nga makapangayo kag tabang pero gireject ra or di ra ka tabangan gani, kasakit ka disappointing ana ah, mao ng pagingon niya nga di ba daw ko didto mosakay then adto ko nisakay kay as far as someone gives you choices it's always the later. MAKALAGOT NGA MAKADISAPPOINT NGA MAKADEGRADE SA WORTH MAKAINGON NALANG KA NGA BANTAY LANG UG NAA NAKOY AKOAAAAA, I won't ever. MAO BITAW NG KUNG KAYA NAKO AKO RA HINDI RA MOINGON OR MANAWAG SA UBAN KAY KINSA MAN KO ARUN NGA MOINGON OR MOHANGYO DI RA GIHAPON MADISAPPOINT RA GIHAPON KA.

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Grabeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ang akong hunahuna kay gadagan wahahahha or ganahan mopahungaw

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Lord I'm hurt. The people that I value is the people also made it hurt.

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To the God I am serving

Lorddd, I know I'm done with this era, I'm done with this things like blaming myself so that other people can continue serving you or blaming myself that what if they will not continue serving you because of me? But how about it is the opposite Ginoo? what if I'll excuse myself in serving and leading because of them? ayy kahibaw nuon ko nga you will rise up leaders because di gyud nimo pasagdan ang imong minisry right but can you Ginoo? gnhan nako ana ba, ganahan nalang ko mofocus karun sa akong relation dira nimo like if I am corrected I'll accept that If I am appointed then I will take the lead, then if I am not I will focus myself to you even more, Lord ang akong gusto lang run is to grow more where you put me, I don't want to care about them, I wanna care my being and to be more just like you? kana bang di maghunahuna sa naunsa ang uban pero naa ra gihapon ang compassion for them but I wanna focus sa mga butang nga gusto nimo nga itudlo nako karun nga season. Lorddd ganahn ra ko anang naa ra kos kilid naghilomhilom or moadtog laing church nalang arun nga basin didto di ra ko moapil2 didto, Ginooooo I wanted to have a deeper relationship with you to the point that I don't want to know more about the others but rather I wanted to know more about myself and how can I grow with you Lord. I wanna be greener and wanna be at peace in the midst of the chaos, I wanna be more subtle or calm like I don't want to worry anything about because I'm focus in you, I WANNA FOCUS MY GROWTH or my relationship in you that no one can get my peace out of me, I know I'm your daughter and I know you want me to do the same, I wanna be clear and more intentional to my relationship nimo Ginooooo, I wanna do that.

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Lordddd, I know if it;s true then it is and you will hold account to it if it is not repented and is not asked for forgiveness in you. But I hope also you're mercy and grace will come upon us who sinned against you even though we knew it is already wrong. We're corrupt individual but thank you for pulling out in darkness and for renewing our mind, Di man ako ang giingnan apan akong ipasa imuha ang mga butang and accounts that is circulating now, may you clarify it may you give justice to it, and those people who are hurt and involve may you comfort them. I do not know the real story or if it is true but one thing I want is there's real accountability to this and the justice will be serve or how will it be done Lord. Pero kung ikaw man gani nakahatag ug many chances how about sa imong mga niluwas? di ba? or are they so self-conceited enough that they forget that you are mercifu?

[remanence-of-love]

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Nasuya baya ko nila sa ilang gipangmyday Ginooooo kay wala koy kaingon ana T_T kana bang ganhan pud ko makaexperience ingon ana nga friendshp or wa sad koy friendship nga ingon ana GINOO? ganahan koooooo unta hehehehhe kanang makaingon sad ko niya sa mga butangbutang or or unsa pa na kana gae? makasuyaaaa pero wahahha ang akong mga ig agaw pud if ever naa na na silay ilaha pung friendship I would be glad to let them go man bwaahhahahaha basta ba di ko nimo biyaan. Nahadlok sad baya ko karun basin ug makakiag lain or manguan syag lain then mao tu makahunahuna ra syag hindi na ako

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Also, Ginoo how come or I dunno if I caught your attention with the questions that is lingering in my mind. But when i asked those during sa pag anniversary kay Am I not kawawa ba? I mean I am very nasuya kay naay ingon ana nga friendship nga nahitabo nila and me is not in a circle again. Am I so lisud amegahon? or be part of group? wahahahahha I mean I wanna be in a friendship where I will be mold and be so intimate in youuuuu, I wanna have a best buddy too aside nilang te kate? akoang gipangayo baya nga friendship Ginoo kay pareha nako katas-a taas syag buhok and ganahn pud sya makigkuyog nako niya ako dira niyaa kana baaaaaa hays

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Lorddddddd, I wanted to be so close to you that I wanna know my own flaws. May I never lose sight of my shortcomings and never point things on others. May I be so in loved and so into you that I would rather choose what to say and do rather than saying things that out of my mouth. Keep me grounded and keep me humble, keep me under your wings that I won't be so nosy to other peoples businesses. Let me think what's for good or good for others rather than valuing my own. Let me be so into you that the moment I wanted to decide I would rather go to you and ask before doing anything. Let me be this kind of person Lord.

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Jesamiii you don't need to be part in everything. So stop being so dramatic and being jealous? Ewwww wa gyud ni luna diras Ginoo ba.

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Bitaw jesamiiii, ayaw anang hindi ka angkonon or di ka kayang panindigan sa gawas or sa naay daghang tao please. HAVE MERCY ON YOURSELF. YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU ARE CHOSEN. Intawnnnnn, layo na kaayo ta para mobalik ka pagkabata sa hunahuna dapat karun wiser than before nakaaaaaa hays ka hahahahahahhahahaha palihug lang 28 nata. ACT ON YOUR AGE ba haysssss ka

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Why I am excited when it's about you or you interacting with me when in fact you must be the one who will be? I mean, it's not me who's disturbing someone's life but you right? well, if you love me enough not to pursue me yet and you don't want to label what are you doing then so be it. Basta mao nato, if your unsure of me I guess or you cannot commit it yet then would you like to stepdown? or not stepdown you are not really pestering me or like doing things like we have relationship you are not that I guess but I hope you are not treating this treatment as us having a relationship when you cannot commit kauwaw palihug kung naay mangutana ug unsa ta since you love me enough not to pursue me yet, DISTANSYA PALIHUG. di gani ako ang naggukod atong amoa ikaw na ba. What's special about you man?