you guys can say what ever you like, but nothing, and i mean NOTHING, will make me change my mind about how i feel about you guys. you say all kinds of crap, but nothing ever changes. i finally realized that you guys don't even want me in your lives anymore. i don't blame you. i wouldn't even wanna hang out with me. but, as true friends, and apparently my family, you should at least be able to look past all of that. but i guess not. tbh, it's like we go over this time after time, yet you hear things through one ear, and it goes through the other. none of it matters to any of you. i know i've said this many times, but. i'm just done. i've officially lost my family. and, i have no idea how to get them back. my effort wasn't good enough for you guys to realize...
