i really loved this weekend! on friday ryan came home and we got to spend so much time together (and fucked the literal shit out of each other). i was so happy to see him. then me and soma got to chill with him and ajai the next day which was pretty cool. i don’t think i like dabs very much because i didn’t feel as high as i usually do, but it was still fun. then soma and i got to do our own thing and just relax and she slept over which was cool. i really love my aniki!!! then theres today, which was such a good day! i got to have breakfast with my aniki and then i went to ryan’s house, and for some reason, we both realized today’s sex was really good. i thought it was a lot more passionate than usual which i really enjoyed. and we talked a lot and told each other how much we love each other and it was just such a good feeling. i really hope other people get a chance to have what he and i have, because its so fucking surreal. you know someone is the one when you can just lay in bed all day and just talk about almost nothing. i was happy with this weekend. i mean, despite my skin breaking out, it was a good weekend overall.
