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[fuckyeahchoiyoungjae]

[20201104] Youngjae’s IG update

@.sopialand

[fuckyeahkimwonpil]

[20201104] Wonpil’s IG update

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[qiqilovese-men]

那天晚上，我和妈妈还有他聚在一起吃晚餐，妈妈说想要多陪陪我，我们一起吃东西聊聊天。期间，他也会帮妈妈还有我夹菜，对我们都很好很温柔。后来他离开了一会儿，我就说他这么好的男人照顾妈妈，我很放心，要是他们有孩子，我也会替他们开心。这时候妈妈也就静了下来，我才表现出好像自己说错话的样子，向妈妈道歉了然后也说妈妈毕竟年纪不小，怀孕自然有危险，他这么体贴应该不会介意的。妈妈就是摇摇头，她说她还是希望给他生孩子但是她想找人代孕。

我也听了后点了点头，说这样子是最好的，找个信任得过的年轻女子代孕会是两全其美。妈妈这时候就说他听了之后不是很愿意，他想不到还有其他女人或是让别人生孩子。我也就安慰妈妈，或许他只是太爱妈妈了，不希望妈妈伤心难过所以才会拒绝。要找到认识的年轻女子大概也不是很容易而且还要他喜欢才行，不然生出来的孩子，他可能会不喜欢。妈妈这时候就看着我，她没说什么，他也刚好回来了。接着也是边吃边聊聊天，他时不时会问我平时做些什么，关心我然后也会露出温柔的表情。

妈妈大概都看在了眼里，之后要回家的时候，他去取车，我陪着妈妈。妈妈握着我的手然后认真的问我，要是她希望我来代孕，我会不会接受？我表现得很吃惊然后有些生气再来就是和妈妈说，我觉得叔叔不会同意，我也不会这样子。我说我知道叔叔很爱妈妈，我也不想要让我们的关系变得复杂所以希望妈妈不要这样，我会当做没有听到。他取了车，今晚也是一样，送妈妈回家然后才送我。他也很贴心的帮我准备了围巾，担心车上冷但是没有肢体上触碰我。反而他会亲自帮妈妈披围巾。

之后让妈妈下车后，我和妈妈说有什么事情可以再联络我，让她好好休息。开了一会儿路，我才坐到副座位，给他口了一番，从刚刚就看到了他硬起来。他口爆了后，我才看着他然后和他说了刚刚妈妈问我的话。他笑着，说是你妈妈有这个念头就好了。之后，当然是在后座做了，被他猛操内射，帮他把大鸡巴舔干净了才回家的。（3）

[l00natt1c]

1. new habit: drink lots of water & tea 🍶🍵

[thelitcigarette]

I AM THE MOON

There’s 1 minute left before four in the morning, yet I’m still awake. I only sleep when the sun rises.

I am the moon. You usually see me at night but you can sometimes catch me at day time--daydreaming. You will see me shine brightly as I overlook and share a little of my light to the creatures who walk the dark alleys and to those who sleep in the streets.

The creatures usually ignore my existence and only remember me when they need someone to shed some light to their problems. No matter how bad they take me for granted, I’m still always there for them.

No matter how dark it is, I will share them my light. As I only shine the brightest and can be noticed when there is darkness. Afterall, I am the moon.

Disclaimer: The gif is not mine. All credit goes to the owner.

[qiqilovese-men]

十一月开始周二三都会和他在一起，中国老板也就特别开心也没有任何意见，想必他在公司投资了大笔资金。我和他在一起的时候都会在酒店里，不然就是他的车里，他操着我的时候总是特别猛然后就说要我给他生孩子。我看着他，被他内射了一番然后靠在他的怀里，我说每次和其他男人爱爱后就会避孕但是和他，我没有所以可能真的就会怀上他的孩子了。

他看着我的眼睛，说要是可以让我给他生孩子就好了。我就提起了妈妈告诉我的话，他也就懂得其中的意思了，就是让我代孕但是是怀上我和他的孩子。可是为了不要妈妈起疑心，他得表现出他不要但是最后是为了成全妈妈的愿望然后让我怀上他的孩子。我表示同意，说我也很想要给他生孩子，他这么优秀，孩子一定很棒。为了确保孩子是他的，我最近会去医院一趟做检查然后准备备孕。

老公那里我大概就告诉他，我们生的二胎要是儿子的话，我想要给妈妈抚养因为她一直想要孩子，这样子孩子也可以过上富裕的生活。我会和他再生，这样子就可以满足他的愿望了。他一直想要儿子，可惜弟弟和他的关系不亲所以才会一直住在外面。我会答应爸爸给他生儿子，只是我也想给他生儿子让他传宗接代。要是女儿的话，我就会留着，毕竟也还是他的孩子。（2）

[le4k]

Detached

It's been a few months that I've left the studio now. The urge that I still wanted to become a gameplay animator still lingered in me I guess. I asked my lead about what he thought about me going down this path before I decided. He assured me that there wouldn't be any hard feelings if I left and I should follow the embers of the passion in me. I ended up taking a small breather from working at all, but it felt that I was just wasting time not improving the whole time.

Ended up taking an online course to freshen up my skills and enforcing me to work although still feeling overwhelmed. Been seeing some progress from the few weeks in the course. And watching others in my class struggle with the fundamentals makes me feel like I've made the wrong decision on picking my instructor. They all seem very new to animation or the software in general, which means they seek help from the instructor and I. Fortunately, R can also help me get a second opinion on the workflow again, but I feel I am leaning on him too much and can't do anything on my own. Perhaps I'm still not cut out for this type of work.

E has also left back home.

[taeminrecuerdos]

04.11.2020

Vista previa de la presentación de Taemin en el ASEAN Hallyu Expo 2020.

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