#050821

[dailytomlinson]

Walls the album has surpassed 500 million streams on Spotify! - 05.08

[hlupdate]

Grammy Museum via Twitter (x) - 05/08/2021

[lilothrowbacks]

Walls (album) has suprassed 500M streams on Spotify! - 5.8.2021

[clgzb]

CL’s reaction fancam to HwangLin team’s “It’s raining” performance uploaded on JTBC’s official channel.

Full performance of the group:

[0ntheroad2recovery]

Night

Nothing fills the emptiness inside of me. Puzzling, music, movie, cats, posting, chatting, 9 plushies... Nothing helps.

The emptiness sticks. The loneliness sticks. The lump in my throat sticks.

I just feel so alone with it all and idk what to do 😢

[0ntheroad2recovery]

I just feel so sad and broken and empty and alone.

...

I can't move anymore.

[0ntheroad2recovery]

T4 today... I'm still triggered from last night, and my energy level is below zero. I've got some questions to ask her, but she'll ask questions back and then it'll go about that.. So that's like my main reason i've never asked those questions before. Questions back and shame i guess. Fear that others will actually see how freaking stupid i was/am. But i have to ask them, they've been in my mind for way too long. I gotta do something.

To is still not back yet from her holiday, but i might send her another message as well. She said i could, so i truly hope it's okay.. I've been writing a bit last night to clear my mind a bit.

I just feel really bad and lonely and i need some friendly people around me and advice on certain things 😢

[fluoxanax]

i'll probably never recover