#05102022

[juliana-2023]

início de tudo!

que frio na barriga.

apavorada por não saber nada sobre pré projetos e tcc. as normas antb me assustam, mas estou feliz. iniciei uma nova fase na minha vida, iremos adiante!

espero ter disciplina o suficiente para fazê-lo com maestria, mas leveza...

começo hoje a assistir vídeos sobre o pré projeto e não me levanto dessa mesa enquanto não entender o que tenho que fazer.

hoje verei o vídeo e lerei as regras abnt da funvic. iremos adiante, eu vou conseguir!!!!!! eu sou capaz.

[wasistunendlichkeit]

Don’t you think that hearts are the most beautiful the second they break? You laughed at me, all those years ago when I told you that there’s beauty in destruction. I still think there is. 

The shattering sound, or the whisperless breaking, the pattern on the floor that spells love in capital letters and blood. The pain. The yearning. Longing.

Don’t you think it’s all about the longing? In the end, what matters except for feelings? What else keeps us alive? What else lets us know we’re living, breathing creatures, except for our feelings?

I’ll let it break. Over and over again, if only to say in the end:

“I have loved. It mattered. Even though it was not for me to keep.”

You look into my eyes and maybe it’s all I’ll ever have. A split moment in which I know I am filled with tenderness. And maybe you are too.

[mortifiedandawesome]

Well now that I've made myself physically uncomfortable with potatoes and beans, according to the clock on the wall, it's time to be concerned about my diet.