#05252015

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2015.05.25 CBB

for may 25, 2017

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150525 Eunhyuk Twitter and Instagram Update Good morning!!!!!!!!!!

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May 25, 2015

Memorial Day. Mason had to open, so I dropped him off at work. Went crabbing with Jen only to realize that Point Lookout was closed off, and Piney Point was crowded. Solomons Island, too. Waters were kind of turbulent, even. We ended up going back to Piney Point and chatted with some other folks visiting the dock from Baltimore. One guy tried to sell us drugs lmfao. We smoked hookah and educated them on hookah. Went to Alex’s again, and hung out with him and Jolene. I did henna on Jen and Jolene. 

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Day 42

I haven’t blogged in over 10 days. I’ve been avoiding it. Writing my actions down. Making it so concrete.

After Brandon, I went on a date with Andrew (Thursday). Not into him. He reminded me too much of Kevin Fyfe and I didn’t want to go through that again.

Friday, Zoey came over after work. We had wine and pizza and talked about boys. Then Pawel, off tinder, came over. He hung out with us which was actually really good. After Zoey left we made out, a lot. He gave me really bad hickies. Gave him head, and asshole came on my face. I honestly thought it went well with him, that I’d see him again. But the next day I realized he deleted me off tinder. So, yeah.

Saturday, I think I slept with Austin after work. He was as good as the first time, but we had no chemistry at all. More awkward than anything. Goddamn he has a hot body though.

I know I went on another date Sunday, but I can’t remember who. Obviously that tells how it went.

Monday I went out with Paulo (someone else off tinder). We had 10 seconds of sex in the park, so I don’t consider it sex. He hasn’t called me either. Shame, thought we got a long. He was a hottie too, dark hair blue eyes. Hung out with Kristen and Camille that day after. I was hesitant with Kristen. Not giving my full self. We didn’t really address the issue, more pretended nothing ever happened. I guess we’re okay now.

I also got my closure with Eric this day. And things are final. I asked him to delete my photos. He said he told his parents about the break up. And he deleted me off snapchat. Thats it. No other reason for us to talk again. Its final. Its over.

Tuesday I went out with Jon. Jon is 34, and is someone who wants to treat me right. He wants to show me how I deserve to be treated. He honestly gave me butterflies. Until I found out he had a 8 year old daughter. That changed the game. No girl wants to get involved when there is another woman constantly in his life. So I don’t know about him. I think I saw Reslie after that date too.

I slept with Brandon again on the Thursday. It was ehhhhh. 

I worked Fri-Sun at CVH. Shane and Arthur are such cuties omg. I am actually in love. And I’m sad Shane is leaving CVH in a couple weeks :( Really hope I get to see him before his last day. Gaaaaah they’re such cutie bears I can’t get over it.

So there it is. I’ve been a whore the past 2 weeks trying to get over Eric.

I won’t even mention how brutal work has been. Between my patient going AWOL, families attacking me, short staff ... gaaaah. I need a break.