Felt much better mentally today. I think reading about other people's experiences has helped. I need to put into action stuff that protects me and builds me up. I'm fortunate to be sick now when there's nothing I'm missing. And this was enough to get H to take hand sanitiser into his car so hopefully that works for presentation. It is insane to be sick 3x since the start of the year, that's not my usual. I am trying to be normal and chill about stuff not within my control. It's hard. I keep trying. In other news my wound looks pretty good, very impressed with my own recovery time. I can probably keep doing my plague walks now to help with recovery.