#060213

[sorriso-cinza]

Chegar à conclusão de que a vida é uma droga, mas que, ao menos, eu ainda a tenho.

[teee-raffe]

132.

Corsages!

Starbucks. Ran into Chris.

More like he ran into me.

Diana's and she helped me sooo much with Animal Farm. HEH.

133.

TNTT.

Starbucks. Barista totally remembers me. Hahahah. Idk if it's a good or bad thing that he remembers I drink 9284382 cups of tea each time I come.

Home.

134.

School.

Starbucks. LOL.

With Deanna. 

He came in. LOL. But Deanna couldn't see his face.

[leestine]

060313

good day woo

sleeping schedule already properly messed up

I had to set an alarm to wake up at 11 jfc

met Jennifer at eastridge at 12 

had mongolian bbq yumz

saw sangalang

watched Iron Man 3, it was surprisingly good! I'd heard that it was bad bc of the change in directors but I liked it, so 

hung out with Sam 

window shopping

bought a tank top for $5 yay

ate at Red Robins omg the bottomless fries and onion ring tower ugh 

hung out for a while 

home 

I like my friends. (-:

[ohlehdewwwit]

i feel less alone when we're talking.  like i have someone to keep me company, even though you're not physically here.  you're one of the best things to ever happen to me, please don't leave.

[ohlehdewwwit]

"you don't put yourself out there enough."  "you have to be more aggressive."  "you're not showing the guys what you have to offer."  whenever people tell me these things, i automatically assume that they're telling me it's MY fault that i'm alone.  oh, okay.  thank you.  and it's just funny because the people who tell me this are ones who have had EVERY FUCKING THING in their life handed to them.  they don't pay for shit, they don't work for shit, they don't do shit.  they don't earn anything.  and these people are always those girls who have guys come up to them, expressing their undying love for them or simply asking them for their name and number cause they wanna get to know them.  i don't get that kind of attention.  if i do, it's from creepy older guys in the club, and we all know i'm not about to start a relationship from some guy's drunken night out with "his boyz."  i'm just not that kind of person.  i also don't have a lot of guy friends, and the ones that i have (or had, who knows) know how i feel because i told them, and i'm just "a friend."  no one sees me as anything other than that.  so how dare you tell me that i haven't tried.  telling someone how i feel about them is one of the most nerve-wracking, ridiculous, and embarrassing things i've ever done in my entire life, and i feel like i deserve a little credit for having done it four times already and getting rejected EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.  

i don't even really know where this post came from or why i'm suddenly thinking about this, but i needed to get it off my chest.  it'll happen, right?  eventually.  i hope.

[ohlehdewwwit]

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world; there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fear. Our presence automatically liberates others.

Coach Carter.

[ohlehdewwwit]

One life is enough for anyone. But there are so many lives within that life.

Free Samples.