#061812

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I merely exist without you

[rinality]

June 18, 2012 (Monday)

Then we talked a lot about other stuffs. They saw Justine coming so I just ignored them. Jaja told me "ayan na si Juju". I looked away, as if I don't really care. Then she asked me "Hindi pa kayo nagkikita? Nhayon pa lang". I said "Oo naman, bakit naman kami magkikita nyan? Kita mong ngayon lang ang pasukan eh". Lumapit sila sa'min but I just ignored them. Well, we talked and talked again. Ganon din sila Justine at yung ibang boys, usap usap din. Well, minsan nagkakatinginan kami ni Justine pero saglitan lang. Tingin kami lagi agad sa ibang diraction eh. Pumupwesto nga ako dun sa hindi nya ako makikita, I mean parang may people na nakaharang para hindi kami laging magkatinginan. But then, ang likot niya. Kaya ayun, no epek ang pagtatago ko. Di ko alam kung sinasadya ba niya o tinitingnan talaga niya ako eh. LOL. 

Nilapag ko yung panyo ko saglit para magpulbo, alam mo na.. paganda, andyan siya eh. haha. Pagkatapos kong magpulbo, nawala yung panyo ko. Taeng Jaja yan, kinuha tapos binigay kila Marvin tapos pinasa kay Kevin hanggang nakarating na kay Justine. Then they teased us "aaaayyyyiiieee~~~~". Syempre I dunno what to do. I can't just walk in front of him and get my panyo. So nilakasan ko na lang yung boses ko at sinabing "Akin na nga yung panyo ko". Aba! Walang nagbibigay. I glared at Jaja and she told the boys to return it to me na. I dunno what they're doing. Jaja was persuading Justine to give it to me by himself. I guess he declined 'cause I know na mahiyain din yun like me. The next thing happened was nasa floor na yung panyo ko. I got a little pissed off so I shouted again and told them to return it to me. Jaja picked it up and gave it to me. Nung nakuha ko na, I fold it to the other side while saying "grabe ah! ang dumi na tuloy!". Karl said "aba! choosy pa!". Then I said "syempre teh! nahulog na sa sahig! naapakan pa ata nila". I just felt sad and disappointed. Para kasing tinapon nila yung panyo ko, instead na ibigay na lang sakin. Nainis din ako kay Justine. I dunno, grrrr.

We were fine naman kapag naguusap kami sa text but when in personal, lagi na lang kaming ganito. Awkward, Shy, Embarrassed and everything. We can't even have any proper conversation dahil magkakalapit or magkakatabi lang kami ng konti, aasarin kaagad kami. Syempre kami naman, nahihiya kaya medyo iwas iwas din.

We saw Regine so we talked to her too. Kumain muna kaming 2 ni Karl kasi malapit na yung next class namin. After that, umakyat na kami para puntahan sila Ja at Reg. We were walking on the hallway. Narinig kong tinawag ako ni Kevin "Rina!". At first di ko siya pinansin. Tapos tinawag niya ako ulit kaya I stopped walking and gently look at my back. Buti na lang maayos na itsura ko kaya lumingon na din ako. I saw him walking with Justine. I'm still there, nakatayo, naghihintay kung bakit nila ako tinawag. I looked at Kevin then kay Justine naman. There was silence until Justine talked "wala. Papansin lan yan". Well, his voice are still the same. It's not that loud but I still heard it kahit na medyo malayo pa sila sa akin. I continued walking and went to my friends. 

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zhoucheng weibo update

6月18日 03:20 据中国地震台网消息，2012年06月18日03时05分在天津市宝坻区、河北省唐山市玉田县交界(北纬39.6度，东经117.6度)发生4.0级地震，震源深度9公里！ 6.18 3:20AM According to the news of the Chinese Earthquake Networks, Baodi district 03 on June 18th, 2012 at 6:05PM, including Yutian county, Tangshan city, Hebei province and the junction of 39.6°N, 117°E a 4.0 earthquake occured. Focal depth of 9KM.

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No diggity

June 17-19, 2012

Sunday. Woke up, got ready. Went to church. Got to talk to Nicole and Kuya Jr for a bit then left. Talked to my Papa and greeted him for Father's Day! Started tearing up a bit because I miss him so much ): Went home to change and fix my pass stuff. Picked up Jiggy, Jawstin, and RB. Tried going to the bank but failed! LOL then finally headed to Disneyland! I was so happy because I haven't been there since spring break. But yeah, finally got to see Cars Land :D Didn't get to ride anything there tho because it was super packed. The whole day was pretty chill tho. Got a bracelet for my big! Ate at Denny's afterwards. Got gas. Frkn mission because busted back home with only one gallon left hahah but made it home. KO'd.

Monday. Got ready and got gas. Went to the store and got candy. Went back home because I forgot to bring water bottles. Picked up Der and surprised him at Vista Hermosa park! Had a picnic, super cute! Then went to Angels Knoll to see the (500) Days of Summer bench. We couldn't sit on it tho because the sprinkler was on and it was all wet -_- We have to go back! But yeah, we just chilled there for a bit then went back to the Monterey Park area and got boba from Boba Ave. Drove to L&L but failed because we didn't have enough money. Just drove back to his house and chilled there. Then I went home, good day (:

Tuesday. Wake up call from Derp. Had to wake up super early. Mel picked me up then we picked up Cha. Went to the Rose Bowl to jog! Aww yeah. hahah went to YMCA afterwards and snuck in. Went in the sauna for the first time! Loved it :D Then went in the steam room, I thought I was gonna die. But it was pretty fun. Went to the bank all janked up and got money. Went to Mel's house and ate so much -_- Random hookah sesh. Watched this movie called She's All That. Then had Kahlua and milk & MD! LOL random summer day, I swear. Watched Saved by the Bell. Walked to Trader Joes to get milk. Showered and stuff. Then left and went to Target. Then to Euro Pane. Had some bomb macaroons. Then had 21 Choices for the first time! Went to Jawstin's house to pick up my stuff and drop off stuff LOL went to Walgreens to get hand sanitizer. Saw Monica and her boyfriend just run out of the store stealing shit LOL went to Starbucks to chill and Jiggy was there! We left and got dropped home. Mother helped me fill out my job apps. Ate shrimp and watched PLL at home, finally. Webcammed with Ash and now with Derp! Pretty tired. Random, good day (:

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Spontaneous dates

I love spontaneous dates. Last night my boyfriend and I went to Chick-fil-a for dinner and on the way back home, we passed by Old Town. Decided to walk around Old Town. It was so nice to just walk around and be silly. Then went back home and PIa joined us to watch the latest episode of the Kardashians. Lennart doesn't even like the Kardashians but it was nice to have him put his arms around me while PIa was holding my hand. Soon Keoni came holding a bottle of wine with just his boxers only one sock on. We all just sat around the living room, catching up and sipping on some wine. It was definitely a nice Monday night filled with laughter and smiles. 

I can't stop thinking about how I'm genuinely happy and satisfied with the way things are in my life at the moment. I got into the master's program I've been working towards for 3 years. I'm taking master's classes this summer just like I planned to. I'll be done with half my master's program this summer. I have a job. I have an internship. I have parents who are proud and cheering me on me through my educational plans. I have a boyfriend who's always there supporting me and treating me like a princess. I have friends who always fill my day with smile, laughter, and more memories. I couldn't ask for more.