#08.19.13

[blueedahlia]

Harry Styles | 08.19.13 | London, UK | This Is Us press conference

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02/∞ - Harry Melancholy series

[17remember28]

Aug. 19, 2013

Ugh. What can I say about my first day of school? It wasn't good, but... it wasn't that bad. It was such a devastation going to school when I've been doing absolutely nothing the entire summer. I currently have a headache. The day was super long and super boring. Let's take a run-through of all my classes, sha'll we? English 1st block: (Pre-ap) Uggghhhhhhh! Seriously. It was so awkward. I'm the only- and I do mean only black girl in this class. 90% of the kids are preppy white boys, and then 8% is preppy white girls. There's only 2 black boys. I'm literally the only black girl. I was dreading this because I expected this. Other than that, all the teacher did was talk. It wasn't that bad, but again it was so awkward. I sat in the front and I felt like everyone was staring at me. Sigh, I just hope the rest of the semester goes okay. Oh.. and it's seems like a hard class so hopefully I'll keep up. My goal for this year is still A's in all classes. French 1 2nd block: Eh, I don't know how I feel about this class yet. The teacher is really nice. I like the French language, too. I'm not that good at memorization so the whole 'learning a new language' thing might be a bit challenging. I don't know. I will survive, though. This class is much better than 1st block and it doesn't seem as awkward. Even though, I don't really know anyone in there. Bio 3rd block: By the time this class came, we were informed that we had 3rd lunch! THIRD. FREAKING. LUNCH. Seriously?!! It seems like a cool class, though. I think this is a class I'm going to enjoy. Hopefully! I don't want to speak too fast. I did speak to this one girl that sits beside me. I already forgot her name but she seems cool. At least I have something to look forward to in that class. Lunch: Er mah god. Could lunch have been any worse? So.. I'll tell this story like I told my friend of what happened at lunch today: I walk into the cafeteria and it was already jam-packed. Then, after a few more minutes it just got crazy in there. I felt so compacted in the huge crowds that were simply standing around. It was the worst. Because, just my luck, I don't have lunch with my bestfriend. Ugh this sucks so much. But, I might sit with this other girl at lunch tomorrow. I don't know how it's going down. But anyway, I went walking with this girl outside (I don't like her that much but I had no one else to sit with), we both sat our things down beside these 2 white girls. The girl that I don't like very much (let's call her C), so C stays behind and I go in the lunchroom. It was crazy crowded but I was thankful because at least I had a seat. I go in the line for a short time and then I hear something that sounds like RDA (the technology center I have to go to for 4th block) being called over the speaker. So I rush outside to get my stuff, and when I arrive, my book and bookbag is on the ground!!!!!! Wtf. I'm not a confrontational person so I got over it and kindly asked one of the girls at the table if they went to RDA for 4th block, she quickly said no and went back to being engaged in the jabber going on at the table. I then cleared my voice and spoke up, and since my voice isn't very loud, she's the only one that heard me say "Does anyone at the table have RDA?", so she says no again with attitude, not even checking to see IF the girls at the table had RDA. So.. then I just went BACK in with my bookbag and book in hand. After standing in line for what felt like 20 minutes, the students that were going to RDA were finally called. I didn't even get to eat lunch but I was kinda thankful because I had nowhere to sit anyway. So, then I saw this really friendly girl from my school last year and stood beside her and talked with this other white boy until the bus came to take us to RDA Wowwww that was alot! It was just chaos haha. RDA (Intro to Health Science) 4th block: I think this was my favorite class of the day. I've always wanted to work in the medical field. I want to be a Physician Assistant. This class would prepare me for that. I say I like this class the most because the teacher is nice and orderly. She didn't bore us the whole time with talking. We viewed something about premature babies, then wrote a bit of notes. There's only about 10 people in the class, too, which is wonderful. She says we have to memorize some medical terms which is what I could struggle at but I'm hoping my love for the medical field would encourage me to do my best. I also like that this class is at the end of the day. I'm not going to lie, I was a bit tired and hungry since I didn't eat breakfast or lunch. But, this class went by sooo fast! I was surprised, then we took the bus back to the main campus to catch the bus home. Bus loading end of the day: It was weird standing up the whole time waiting for the bus. I was reunited with my friend, though, which is good. I told her I would drag her to watch the 1D: This Is Us Movie with me. She protested but I think I'm getting her to like them ;) Yeah, but we pretty much just talked about our day, random stuff and waited for the bus. Oh and I forgot to include: So... my "boyfriend" rode back with me from RDA. I call him "boyfriend" because I don't really like him. I think I'm lesbian but I honestly don't know. I've been fighting with myself on rather I'm bisexual or just a lesbian. I like boys sexually (I haven't had sex but I like boys' physiques), but then again I love girls emotionally. I just don't feel any type of connection with this current "boyfriend", though. At all. He's a more friend type. I'm just so sad, thought, because I do not want to hurt his feelings. It's so awkward. I'm hoping he'll get the hint and just break up with me already, ugh

SO.. YEAH. Today sucked. Hopefully tomorrow is better but I won't count on it. It's already 6 so I'll try enjoying the rest of my evening. Sigh....

[miss-makulit]

BREAK-UP MOMENT SUCKS!

That moment when your boyfriend for one year screwed someone.

"MAG SAMA KAYO!"

Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba ako matuwa dahil break na kami or whatever eh.

Yung boyfriend ko for 1year, pinaka mahabang panahon na nagka-boyfriend ako ng matino ah. Nakadisgrasya. LESHE!! (>_<)

Yung moment na GAS na lang ang nag-maMAHAL ngayon.

Sh*t talaga! Siya na mismo ang gumawa ng paraan para mag break kami. Wala na akong problema. Natupad na din ang gusto ni mama.

Ipagdadasal ko na lang sila ng bago niya. Masamang mag CURSE ng ibang tao.

Ang sarap magmura, wahaha. Pero hindi pwede dito eh. _(._.)_

[crash-tragic]

08.19.13

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