#081811

[teebearr]

9 days left with you... I cant shake this feeling off anymore. I cant hide it & pretend to be stronger.. cause all I know is that my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything is leaving me in 9 days. I wish things weren't meant this way. I wish I could be stronger for both of us, Im sorry I couldnt hold in my tears any longer but I promise I'm doing my best for you. I love you to the fullest. #love #boyfriend #jntn #081811 #always

[hellotherepanda-blog]

welp

i told myself i would post these all just a year behind since i lost the file last year. whataderp

081811

-trying different steak sauces -oyster festivals -great standing stones -removing the training wheels -child made sailboats -an odd couple -teasing repartee -being autonomous -a pair of khakis and a blue shirt -tossing out the junk food 081911

-local theatre -a vacation's little treasures -the feel of a new toothbrush -the intensity of light -deep roots -orange kool aid -busy birdhouses -deep fried mushrooms and gravy -imagining an impossible thing -a game of beach volleyball 082011

-a utility stool -the edgartown lighthouse -doing the hard thing -fresh ocean breezes [yay] -safe drivers during rush hour -pruning rosebushes -swimming with a kickboard -contemplation -cool tile floors -heirloom tomato salad 082111

-serving brunch -learning a foreign language -the bare stage and spotlights -a glistening harbour -library sofas -volcanology -a hot shower -roasted vegetables -the break you needed -rough plastered walls 082211

-a satisfying portion -fighting ennui -all the shades of yellow -school orientation -darwin's ideas -the message between the lines -mastering the technique -the scent of apples -taking a deep breath -the barn loft 082311

-drinkable yogurt -the crests of mountains -a chance meeting -cat treats -running errands -apricot coloured walls -life lessons -narrow, winding paths -cigar color nomenclature -the end of cricket season 082411

-real log homes -the fall preview tv guide -the sky's layers -checking the list twice -all the books you've read in your life -beautiful voices -the easing of pain -meatballs with barbecue sauce [i really think ive typed this before] -being the understidy -your favorite artist 082511

-a special birthday -your favorite people -when a smell spurs a memory -the thrill of challenge -intimate corners -hiking a great park -old fashioned grocers -magic -an unexpected 'yes' -a funny new website 082611

-making the final payment on something -losing yourself in the moment -the scurrying of ants -the reassuring glow of the night light -the park's monkey bars -a view from the top -ducks amid the boats -wine dark sea -graphic design -doing what you like best 082711

-one good turn -old fashioned typewriter keys -counting raindrops -ripe melon and blueberries -the sandman and tooth fairy -dawn's first light -things to donate -setting up an easel -a nature ramble -the right answer to the question 082811

-salt and pepper mills -guardian angels -tiny pastries -the downward dog pose [huh?] -the end of a journey -the beginning of an adventure -root beer floats -the intricate details of a drawing -the key that unlocks -sensitive awareness 082911

-adjusting to an empty nest -black eyed susans -feeling in control -the welcome mat -real butterscotch -talking on the phone with your kids -steam rooms, saunas, and hot tubs -spinach salad -a flower forest -coloring in a coloring book 083011

-a long, gentle sleep -the feeling of inclusion -baking your own bread -a bundle of fried onions -underwater photography -the whistle of a breeze -lobster spaghetti -a rendezvous for dinner -learning from your parents' mistakes -circumnavigation 083111

-thimbles -losing weight without trying -tiramisu melting in your mouth -snoopy's poses -commonplace books -downloading music [blurp] -living fully -peach melba -the history of boston -reading lists of new words 090111

-catnip toys -the fluttering of young hearts -simple, economical cooking -a red geranium -planktonic copepods -sharing neat facts -the moon over the sahara -softened flannel -the necessity of touch -giving yourself credit 090211

-like minded people -clean, white teeth -a sorted sock drawer -your own avocado tree -wide supermarket aisles -bob mankoff art -the screech of an owl -helping a stressed out coworker -making your own frosting -saying 'what the heck!' 090311

-being honored by colleagues -the immense energy of storms -j. k. rowling -sky high andean passes -nachos done right -improving with age -15 foot high windows -being wistful -a twirling cement mixer -going the extra mile 090411

-grandma's sunday supper -filming your own movie -touch and guess science exhibits -old pearls -a chapel's quiet -viewing artifacts in a museum -grinding coffee beans -the impressionists -an old mill renovated -the smell of a brand new car 090511

-a sousa march -the smoke of burning leaves -adding to the woodpile -holiday fun -the squeak of floor boards -playing air guitar -summer's end -west point cadets 090611

-first days of school -a good seat on the train -time off for good behaviour -a cloud flecked sky -the diversity of life -a healthy flow -spreading praise -tiptoe prints of deer -a great driveway -liberty 090711

-the home of your dreams -an oversize sweater -italian bread -a rock ribbed coast -admitting a love of twinkies -lots of good changes -stone bridges -a blue butterfly -treating yourself to a new purse -sunsets outside airplane windows 090811

-squash -tooth deep cake frosting -anticipating fall color -analyzing archaeological finds -the barbie game [...?] -antique butter churns -a premise -the value of a hug -leaving your mark -the mcmurdo research station in antarctica 090911

-bitterroot petals -a cat's folded paws -renewing love -a collection of marbles -butternut apple bisque -professors you admire -sappy love songs -heading to a rustic cabin -old parchment -the rodeo 091011

-lifelong love -solitaire -trying on something that is too big -plato's 'idea forms' -vivaldi in your head -a winding street -the combination of broccoli and melted cheese -taking an impractical course -books you plan to write -windswept bluffs 091111

-knowing how to refold a map -breakfast quick breads -pondering distant horizons -coffee and milk -tucking blankets around a child -the end of a war -white roofs -the smell of cloves -spiritual people -city skylines 091211

-the school library -springboks leaping -middle distance runs -the car wash -starting a new notebook -demonstrating a feat -closing the boatohuse -kaiser rolls -alpine wildflowers -butterscotch cappuccino 091311

-the cafeteria's weekly menu -wrinkly smiles-baseball winding down -assignments completed -a reasonable schedule -woodwork polished with hot beeswax -good first impressions -feluccas on the nile -work gloves -the mgm lion roar 091411

-airtight alibis -a slowed pace -mustard on ham -mindfully doing laundry -packing the right clothes -'forever' stamps -mountian winds -relishing a souvenir -the greater good -an understated gray 091511

-two thumbs up -happy relationships -a good, thick mug -ritz crackers -sitting by the window in a restaurant -phillips screwdrivers -charles wysocki paintings -tod's handbags -the mysteries of earth -cloudberries 091611

-old dictionaries -piano nocturnes -camera phone self portraits -drive through zoological parks -an auspicious start -finding the pan's lid -simple words -brilliant hairdressers -dried summer flowers -food you've canned 091711

-owning your talent -cleaning out closets -when your boss says 'perfect!' -hawaiian prints -a sympathetic ear -math geek enthusiasm -more shoes -consanguinity -the music of rainsticks -roasted potatoes 091811

-a loft reached by a ladder -shrimp and cocktail sauce -things you can do with eyes closed -quilted hangers -a well rehearsed plan -weekend cottages -sitting in a window -morning weather reports -something that relaxes you 091911

-ten more minutes of sleep -making your first shot -chartering an airplane -an amazing lego construction -trying a new flavor -increasing your reading speed -the shedding of yesterday -the winning touchdown -the flawless design of an egg -hotel soap 092011

-the gables of an old farmhouse -mass marked paperbacks -pork chops with blue cheese stuffing -vaulted ceilings-your own website -the bustle of town -calm customers -those adorable koalas -a canceled exam -street furniture 092111

-the corner hardware store -arctic ecology -when a hobby becomes a vocation -an unknown beach or unnamed lake -electron microscopes -fish jumping -air conditioners turned off -onion buns -fruit blossom fragrance -a fascinating phase 092211

-goldenrod -nights in egypt -multipaned windows -serious thoguht -tiny hatchlings -stumbling upon a pumpkin patch -a fat bath sponge -brazilian coffee -your seven year old self [...?] 092311

-squirrels' tails [YES haha] -balsamic basted steaks -a trusted nmechanic -the soccer field -browsing in gift shops -exploring new locations -garnering good publicity -ivy covered colleges -a party size pizza -a flood of insight 092411

-swapping new ideas -passionate living -family resemblances -solving a difficult riddle -testing a proverb -birthday gifts for pets -knowing when to stop arguing -all expenses paid -chicken fried steak -a saturday calm 092511

-lace hanging from a canopy bed -just made oatmeal raisin cookies -the sawing of a violin -geography's influence on history -old and new axioms -wearing your best color -marigolds -your true calling -an exploration wish list -people who use turn signals 092611

-a smell that brings a smile -decorating your home with books -misty nebulae -a portrait 'watching' you walk by [isn't that considered creepy?] -a path of smooth stones -life in estuaries -the curve of a pear -jumping into a pile of leaves -ignored boundary lines -richly colored walls 092711

-the greek isles -repentance -humongous closets -handing off a task to someone else -looking your best -humble objects -vanity license plates -psychic eye contact -yellow rain boots -mixed vegetables 092811

-husking ears of corn -one last swim at the beach -your blue and white wing chair -caring for your soul -preserving history -appearing in a play -collecting bookmarks -hot gossip -holding your father's hand -forest sounds 092911 [rosh hashanah]

-the first of the high holidays -nurture expressed -a lone eagle soaring -cream cheese and watercress -the new york times -ripened thought -wearing lush colours -the hump of a camel -deserving winners -watching beatles' movies back to back [cathy!] 093011

-standing out in a crowd -night lights in strategic places -lingering over coffee -sisterly understanding -limestone formations -historical societies -hunting for fossils -real friends -being silly and funny -fuilt free private time 100111 [ones and zeros again...]

-rediscovering a deferred dream -a windy fall day -autumn escapades -checkerboards -all quiet on the western front -chrysanthemums -the achievements of ancient cultures -a good book for saturday -a stretch of green lights -the path of least resistance

[itselizabethdoe-blog]

Mission 2 accomplished (:

So I wanted to surprise my boyfriend since it's our 3 months aniversay today and I was planning on asking him to tolo as well so after school, I met up with Adrian at Downtown and we worked on my poster. On the front, it said "Happy 3 Months! (:" Then on the back, it said "Tolo?" with a yes and a small no box lol. When we finished, we took the train to his school and Adrian hid me behind the wall then when he brought my boyfriend up, I stood there holding my poster and he turned and saw me then he started blushing. His smile that he had when he saw me made me happy (: Then i turned the poster over to the Tolo side and he colored in the yes box. Then after the surprise, Adrian wanted us to go to Wendy's with him so we walked there and ate. Then we walked back to the train station and Adrian went home. A lot of things have been going on this past week so I thought that I should make up for everything so i planned this surprise for him (: Being with him made everything perfect. Whenever I was with him, I had a smile on the whole time. Seeing him happy makes me happy (: Happy 3 months babe. I love you (:

[shilpibose]

Do you think I'll be able to complete project 365? I'm far behind!

[jlynaaliyah]

Sleepless night.

Philippians 4:12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Lord You still show a love that we cannot afford and grace that we do not deserve. My mind is everywhere tonight. You are Lord of all comfort who will calm my waters and bring me at ease. I know that You will help me. I may not be good with spoken words, but I just wanna thank You that You have given me the ability to write it all out. Just continue to write and write and write and write. Your compassion fail not. You won't let us stumble, for I know Your mighty right hand upholds me. You never sleep nor slumber, but You're keeping a watch over me. Billions and billions of people in this world, so many things to ponder upon but You still maintain to have time for me. You still yearn to fellowship with me. The best part is that Your fellowship is free, Lord why don't we take our precious time that You have given us with You? All Your asking is for a couple of minutes, but I can spend hours. As Your servant I will do what is needed to do even when it's inconvenient. I know that You're so much more worth my time than anyone here. Not my parents, not my family of faith, not my best friend or closest guy friend - but You. Help me to respect all of the people you set in my life, help me to be there for them, to encourage them and love them. But Lord, if I don't have You leading me, taking over, surrendering my life to You, loving You, what use is all of this? You know how I'm feeling right now. My tears are dry for now and I'm so glad to be in Your presence because there's no place I would rather be. Hearing Your soft-spoken voice, understanding that You're always listening to me, knowing that You hold my future and comforting me in whatever I'm going through right now. My thoughts will not try and control me. I won't let it. The same thoughts that keep replaying in my head, the same thoughts that are being kept over analyzed and over thought - it'll be over. I claim the victory and I can't do this without You. I'm sick and tired of it Lord. Your Spirit will lead me. I am just so grateful for what You have put in my life. I really am rich in the glory of Your kingdom. This isn't for anyone but this is for us. The beautiful people that love and care for me, the food that you set on the table for me, I may not be tall but I'm glad I have all my five senses everyday. I learned and I'm still learning how to accept myself, how You made me perfectly the way You wanted me to be. I need to stop calling myself names and keep in mind that I am Your creation, too. All that You have created is beautiful. I'm trying to accept it Lord, You know this. You know my heart Lord. I'm not perfect and I'm not tryna be but I just wanna serve You, who is perfect. Please guide every relationship I have, be in the center of it so that everything will run smoothly and perfectly according to Your will. Oh, how You love me that You gave Your Son for me. You didn't have to do that Lord. It wasn't easy Jesus to do all of that, but You claim that it was worth it. Who am I to be worthy of all this Lord, really. Jesus You didn't have a double mind when it came to me, You said You would carry that cross, suffer for me, get beaten for me, shed blood for me without even second guessing Yourself. Lord please help me to make my decisions the final decision and the right one. Now I know Lord You won't be doing all of the work, but I need to put my input as well - but I just need Your guidance. I need to have that broken spirit so You can fill me each and everyday. I need You, I'm nothing without You. I'm only dust yet You care so much about this piece of dust. I can't thank You enough Lord, so please take this offering of my life so that I can glorify You. People may look at me weird or say mean things but I know who gives me strength and I know what You have done for me. Especially these high school years. Oh how You're so awesome. Please forgive me Lord, for the wrong things I've done to a brother or sister, dishonoring my parents, and anything that has been displeasing to Your sight. Help me not to waste my time anymore. Every second is another blessing. Instead of complaining, grumbling, or being upset help me to rejoice more often in those situations. Lord I just wanna thank you that You have taught me not to dwell on my past - the good and the bad. My life is in Your hands and I'm living it all for You. Thank You, for being You. I feel so much better now. You're the greatest.

[thuyteeburd]

Our poor infinite babies T-T You can totally see it on their faces that they're tired... Everyone is so restless ;_; And Idk if it's just me but even their voices sound a LITTLE bit more tired and less energetic ): Gosh WooHyun especially... Their dancing is still as perfect as ever ^^ And WooHyun's dancing in the dance break seems so stiff, LOL. I hope they get #1 soon still! :D <3 INFINITE FIGHTING! 

[daisychaindoll]

I like

Kapilina. Ka Pilina. "no...stop...but...that's...that's mine!!". "don't touch me!". having a super eclectic taste in music. the BOMB presents I get from my twin (seriously, she always gets me exactly what I want). my lava lamp that actually works again. obnoxious birthday balloons from Party City. going to Party City with my twin and being able to spend hours in there. that I'm going to plan my twin's wedding. David Tutera. wedding shows. gauges. making mustaches. going to dance practice with twin. texting twin all day, every day. listening to ADTR late at night while on Tumblr. "add it to the list?" "yup!". Colbie Caillat duets with my twin. trying to remember all of the variations of "twin" that we call each other. spending an hour in the Yankee Candle section of Bed Bath & Beyond. OG reunions. my froggy hoodie towel. wands. maile and pīkake lei. eating french fries with chopsticks. when Genki serves McDonald's french fries. Blue Hawaii acai bowls with extra banana and extra honey. finding new jeans shorts in the most unlikely of places. "OMG creepy old man looking at meeeee" "I saw. Don't worry, I would've punched him if he touched you". That 70s Show. Yankee Candles while showering. finding things that lead to reminiscing. Final Destination movies. being the only ones in a movie theatre. "theatre...th...theatre...terrrr...tre..." with twin. my grad party autograph poster/picture that is now hanging on my wall after having it for over a year (fail). driving. classical music during showers. having intense conversations with twin in full Hawaiian. finding websites that sell really good things for cheap. getting massive paychecks. when my dad keeps good on his new camera promises. reverse cowgirl (HAHAHA). the list of songs that I absolutely need to listen to before I start my day. Made In Hawaii exhibition. haircuts. finally uploading pictures to Facebook that I haven't done all summer long. making collages. sex hair. hot glue guns. sharpies. Grease (tell me about it, stud). 

[ohlehdewwwit]

I like

angus mushroom and swiss burgers from mcdonald's.  light ice in my sodas.  saimin soup, even though it's terribly unhealthy for humans.  snoopy.  being clever.  not procrastinating.  shel silverstein.  poetry.  trees.  having lots of stories about high school.  looking at the adorable picture that twinny's nana showed me yesterday of 4-year old twinny and her papa.  the movie holes.  going to the beach after dance practice and "swimming" in my sweat pants and t-shirt.  side salads from mcdonald's.  letting avian steer the van.  buttered toast.  the feeling i get when i'm sitting in the sun, but there's a cool breeze blowing at the same time.  jet skiing.  disney channel original movies.  looking at old videos from when i was a mere little high schooler (or even a middle schooler!).  having a vast collection of flowers for my hair.  collecting balloons.  how my eyes have a slight sparkle when i wear eyeliner/mascara.  hearing tomani's random but very funny stories about work or whatever.  pool floaties.  noodles (like the ones for the pool and whatever).  sitting in the middle of a double hull canoe.  teaching lots of choreography in one day.  singing "motivation" super loud with avian at ala moana beach park.  when my students are super stoked about participating in certain club events.  homecoming week at farrington.  getting work done really quickly.  stickers.  planners for school.  relationships with solid foundations.  toys.  bubbles.  skip it.  playing mancala.  the sound of dropping a giant stack of paper on a table.  finally eating after being super hungry all day.  massages.  honey crack from the healthbar.  eggs benedict.  dreamer's homestyle cafe.  cheap and delicious food from the manapua truck.  how strong my legs are.  puppets.  christmas time.  clear, beautiful beach water.  the cardboard boat races in 6th grade.  keyboarding class in middle school cause i was really good at it hahaha.  laughing about how i fell into the bushes during 7th grade health when we were testing out the beer goggles.  not feeling bothersome.  butterfly shrimp and baked potatoes from sizzler.  the fact that i'm off from work tomorrow so i can sleep in and relax.  relay for life.  being efficient.  feeling special, important, loved, cherished, useful, needed (to name a few).  how i used to keep speakers in my locker so i could religiously rehearse the KDC dances.  the ninja song i made up about my doggie.  babies.