Sep 14, 2015
Bakit sa tuwing kasama kita, nakakalimutan ko lahat ng mga naipong galit at salitang dapat ko sabihin?
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Bakit sa tuwing kasama kita, nakakalimutan ko lahat ng mga naipong galit at salitang dapat ko sabihin?
Don't be surprised when karma knocks.
While i was backreading my journal, saw this. April 2014, part of my whole entry. "...gusto ko kasing maramdaman mo na nagseselos at natatakot na ko, gusto kong magtanong ka kung bakit. Pero hindi mo ginawa. And yes, tanga ako kasi pinaramdam ko sayo na balewala ka lang. Pero kung alam mo lang. Na kaya ginawa ko yun kase takot na takot ako na baka masaktan mo ko. Kaya habang maaga pa, baka pwede ko pang i-save ang sarili ko by ignoring you. But no, it even hurts more. " This is not a throwback feeling or whatever. I think it just answered the questions left after what happened. Im still scared.
It's been a week since I've seen Eric. Maybe before, I was okay with that. But after I came home from Vancouver, we were seeing each other 3-4 times a week. And with the past couple weeks only being once a week, yeah I'm upset. I had a meltdown the other day. I was freaking out in my own head. I was upset I couldn't see him because he fell asleep. I literally made tinder again for half hour then deleted it. And then he went to his cottage again this weekend. He called me when he got home. So it's not like he's not trying. But he said he was tired last night, fine, I was too. And then he says a friend is staying over from out of down. I don't bother to ask who it is. Yes part of me is worried it's a girl, but I think he'd tell me before anything happened. I just feel so blaaaaah right now. I want more out of him. I care about him. I want to show him off. I want people to know I have a great guy who cares for me. But I don't want to do it if it means I'll look like s fool. I think of worst case scenario of him ending things. Blaaaaaah
Sobrang busy ng babaeng kwagong sexy.
Minsan kailangan mong magtago para malaman mo kung ikaw ay hahanapin.
GOODMORNING MGA BEH!