#092024

[ta-ci-tur-no]

[ygmitsu]

september buhay buhay

[seokjinstagram]

[seokjinstagram]

[839am]

i think it is so beautiful to keep and decorate the skulls of loved ones but probably would not do it myself because of the cultural appropriation aspect

[dorothy-rothy]

Choi YuRi - '숲' Cover

[source-xooos]

xooos_ Glow makeup these days🌟

[selfdefrecation]

I finally got my first job offer.

...which I unfortunately had to decline due to countless reasons. The main reason being my hesitation about moving to Manila. But also my mother's implied insistence I can't survive in Manila. With the underlying reason being my sight disability. Which is also valid and also my main concern. But I still feel sad about my circumstances. I feel caged. With clipped wings.

If my eyes were healthy, would she have been supportive about it? I know I would've done it in a heartbeat if it weren't for these goddamned eyes. I wish I could've experienced normal life achievements. Like ticking boxes off the cliché checklist.

She's always been so overprotective of me. And I let her because it was comfortable. It was safe. But it also stunted my growth. I still feel like a child with no say in my decisions. Like I'm just a passenger in my own life and my mother on the driver seat.

Pero charot, OA lang yern. It's not her fault naman her child became disabled and she didn't have the means to cure it. It was just bad lottery on life. She tried her best and is still trying to.