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this app is literally my public private place to talk to myself
First 2 photos are 1.5 years apart, last 2 photos are 6 months apart... what is happening to my skin
"You transitioned to be hot" is the funniest most chaser thing you can say to a trans person
Today I found out the r/NoFap community is so awesome... A bunch of people who just want to find real love and fix their mental health, who do constructive things with their time like exercise and meditate instead of depressingly jerking off all day, who denounce objectifying women, who encourage and edify each other in their recovery... I'm on day 26 and wasn't into any groups but stumbled across them and I enjoy it as a supplement to just abstaining without a recovery plan
4 boiled eggs 3 ice cream sandwiches for dinner... 2 butterfinger and ritz crackers for night time snack...
It is interesting to me the prevalence of "T will make you realize you are gay" and yet T made me go from transmasc bisexual -> straight man. We are all on our own unique paths... Also unlearning the phrase "straight men are evil and all contribute to toxic masculinity" that gets pushed hard in the queer community was the most important thing I think. I love getting to choose what type of man I want to be, abandoning what isn't constructive, keeping what is, and gives me joy + euphoria
If you're a Targeted Individual you have to take care of yourself. We can't live normal lives and sometimes this takes sacrifice, we must give up some luxuries others freely enjoy. A lot of the things we do to escape targeting—eat excessively, masturbate/sleep around, drink or do drugs, avoid responsibilities—give only temporary relief and end up turning into mind games called addiction loops. They disrupt your life and keep you from functioning. Continuing to do these things destructively will entrap you within the game, and it's best to cut them out as soon as you realize you're obsessing with them. This weapon is already out to ruin our lives; don't do the work for it.
Be incredibly mindful of masturbation, drugs, alcohol, excessive eating, and anything else addictive. I'm not gonna say it was easy for me to sacrifice these things. It was incredibly difficult, but I would much rather be deprived of some earthly delights than actively mind controlled.
Get enough sleep, or at least try your best. Eat right and make sure you're not malnourished (even if it's only an Ensure you can keep down). Keep the house clean, practice good hygiene. Take supplements and medications you find to help. Connect with your Higher Power. Ignore the harassment. Find constructive hobbies. Socialize, find people who will support and care for you. This includes regular people, but I wouldn't recommend discussing your targeting with them. There are support groups like https://tievents.org if you need to get in touch with others who understand what we're going through. Sometimes family, friends, and partners just don't get it.
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I thought for a long time I wanted to be cremated but rotting actually sounds incredibly beautiful. And in a thin cheap coffin that's just wood so the creatures can access my remains. I was meant to feed the earth once again
Last Thursday I could only inject 0.12mL cause I ran out of T, then yesterday (the next Friday) I got my script back and could inject my full 0.4mL. So 8 days between the shots and I was putting small amounts on my skin every other day. Even still I felt my T levels drop and now that I'm back on a full dose I feel So much more normal
This catheter valve is so nice. My urologist didn't even tell me this option existed and I was using a leg bag this whole time. Then I started getting antibiotic resistant repeated CAUTIs, bleeding, biofilm, and did my own research to find an alternative actually exists! And my bladder just fills naturally so when I feel the urge I can drain it like normal peeing!! Even better, after almost 4 months of catheterization, my bladder has still maintained its capacity, so I can wait till I have 8-22oz of urine in there before I need to drain it. No more bacteria bag strapped to my leg that doesn't drain at certain angles and it so sweaty and uncomfortable and inconvenient
how it feels to be a targeted individual
i think it is so beautiful to keep and decorate the skulls of loved ones but probably would not do it myself because of the cultural appropriation aspect
not someone taking my over friendliness for romantic attraction again... not me being so lonely i consider it........
happy “the only way out is through” september
i was always like "i'm okay at my weight but i might wanna be at about 160, if i could choose a GW" (at 190lbs)... then life comes at you fast and suddenly you're 159lbs with an entirely new set of much more mortifying problems