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[ajyal-azez]

ليلٌ وموسيقى طويلة، ثم صمتّ على هيئة اِغمضاضة عين، وخيال واسع لا يعرف الحدود وعوالمٌ أخرى لا سقف لها ولا لون.

[queen-of-ceremonials]

Ακόμα περιμένω να κάνει κάποιος αυτό το σενάριο που έχω φανταστεί στο κεφάλι μου

[da5haexowin]

My brain: *sleepover voice* psst. Hey are you up?

Me: I mean not really. What's up?

Brain: ya know the first scene in supernatural that we see cas? And his wings are all spread out on the wall behind him?

Me: yeah. What about it?

Brain: nothing I guess that was it.

Me: ok cool. Good night

Brain: yeah good night.

Me:

Brain:

Me:

[h0ges1ut-blog]

I'm just a sad girl with heart break in my veins,and anger in my soul

[princesiddie]

he cant even fit One dick kn there hows he fonan fit TWO

[lucifers--angel]

beer makes me sad

[ponyinabottle]

I feel selfish. All I asked for for V day was to have you "take care" of me and I feel gross for wanting that. Worse than that, I feel miserable that it didn't even happen. I was looking forward to it, I tried to drop hints and you shut it down every time. You wanted to draw instead, which is fine, really. I guess I just wish you would've acknowledged it or something. You always do things for me on holidays like this.

Today's the first time in a long time I saw myself in a full size mirror. It looked like a fun house mirror. It didn't even look like me. It makes me want to crawl into a hole and not let anyone see me again. I look flabby like a whale. It's awful looking. I feel the least attractive I've ever felt in my entire life. If I didn't know I'd overheat, I wouldn't have come to bed without clothes on. It's valentines day and I feel disgusting internally and externally.

I guess I just wish you would've gotten me a card or something, at least. I know you didn't have a lot of money, but you spent it on a commission for yourself, stickers and money for a friend. I didn't want anything, nobody *wants* anything. But a card would've been nice. You had the money to do something small, I just wish you would've taken initiative to do so. I had asked you to make me a small stocking for Christmas that didn't happen, so I worried if I asked for something small that it wouldn't happen and that it would have to be your idea. I don't care about money, I just wanted *something* with effort from you, I guess. I love the letters and drawings you give me, it could've been a doodle on a napkin. Anything. Instead I've felt gross and like an inconvenience all day. I don't know. I know I'm overtired.

[enioyyyyyyyyyy]

希望你現在是自由自在開心的