#1.7.19

[madridistaforever]

Official: Kovačić joins Chelsea permanently | July 1, 2019 Real Madrid have confirmed midfielder Mateo Kovačić will join Chelsea on a permanent deal. He has joined the club on a five-year contract for a reported €50 million fee.

"I really enjoyed my season on loan with Chelsea, I feel comfortable at the club and like London and the Premier League very much. I am very happy to be able to join permanently.” -- Kovačić

[caeliriva]

[samsi6]

brennfleck

es ist nun aber so dass sich in meinem leben die frage nach einem brennfleck noch niemals stellte.

selbst bei keiner der zahllosen röntgenaufnahmen die von mir irgendwo gemacht wurden war mir jemals gewahr dass ein brennfleck eine rolle spielen könnte.

das ist es was eine lebenszeit immer auch auszeichnet - zu leben als wäre das was man lebt das leben und dabei zu ignorieren dass alles andere auch leben ist selbst dann wenn es nicht organisch lebt.

gesundheit.

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1.7.19 // πώς θα σταματήσω να αναβάλλω τη ζωή;

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Carole & Tuesday episode 12 was really good, oh my god. I kinda thought the “Tuesday going home” arc would take a little longer to resolve than half an episode but I guess they needed some drama to spice up the end of the first cour, and hell I doubt Tuesday’s mum is gonna react super well to this anyway so the second cour might explore that more. But anyway the performance of Loneliest Girl is absolutely beautiful, they totally deserved to win over Angela but I’m happy that they didn’t and instead went with the “they can debut as well” angle. Hopefully the show doesn’t fuck up in its second cour like so many other 2 cour shows do, but I’m fairly confident that that won’t happen.

[endlesslyhl]

#lovingharryparty is trending on Twitter - 1/07

[lightningfilledsaber]

I still haven't watched Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse

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[bravelyforwardhangingon]

1.7.19 - Putting Myself First

As I mentioned earlier, I had my initial assessment with a professional counselor today. She asked questions, I gave answers, but there is definitely more for us to talk about.

I had a couple of things she said that kind of stuck with me today that were kind of "duh" moments for me:

I need to work on being a better advocate for myself and put myself first.

Sometimes when you live inside your head, it can be helpful because it gives you some really good self awareness and insight.

We'll start meeting weekly, with a goal of not needing to meet after some (as of yet undetermined time) and she gave me some "homework" for next week:

I need to prioritize what I want to talk about with her, plus she gave me a mindfulness exercise to work on when I'm not feeling anxious so it becomes second nature.

We had a good rapport, and I'm loot forward to learning more ways to deal with some of what I'm feeling.

Shout out to those of you who reassured me that it would all be okay this morning. 😘😘