No one should listen to me, you shouldn’t take advice about fixing yourself from the girl who’s still broken. I don’t know anything about anything so why am I the one people look to when they need help or answers. Why do my family members direct my younger cousins and siblings to me for advice help when I’m still just a kid myself. I may be 21 but I don’t know anything. Why do I always have to be the role model and the guidance when I never had any myself. I hope what I say and do helps because I would never want the things that I went through to happen to my younger family members, but why do people assume that time heals all wounds. When my younger cousins tell me how they are being bullied for the clothes they wear, the friends they have, the subjects they like, how am I supposed to not fall back into when that was me. How am I supposed to look them in the eye and say everything gets better when I didn’t believe that myself for a long time (and sometimes still don’t). How am I supposed to tell them that everything will work out when I know what it’s like to be 12 and feel like everything and everyone is against you and that no one understands.