Oct 28, 2022
3.
waiting on things to arrive
sometimes people say things like they are scared to paint and i never understand that part because what is the big deal
you mess it up you paint it over, or something
i guess watercolor people have more to lose but still it’s just a painting
but then i suddenly commit and for a minute or two i understand the fear people are talking about, or some aspect of it. or maybe i don’t, but just think i do. neuroatypical brain. bad brain. maybe so, maybe no
but things are coming and i have committed to the bit
also i bound a book today for the first time in several years and it turned out okay