#10.04.25

[i-shall-believe]

usher via ig stories (04/10/2025)

[i-shall-believe]

usher via ig stories (04/10/2025)

[beatlblog]

[divatron]

How could you do it?

How do you feel nearing 40?

God I wish someone would have stopped me. I still don't understand everything, but I do know this... you took something from me, something I did know was there till it was gone.

You may never think of me, but I think of you, every false promise and empty word right down to how you didn't care I was "young." The thought of you still huants me, it's the thing that plagues my sleepless night. You knew the truth and still chose to look me in the eyes and only saw me for what you could take. I was nothing more than a piece of bloody meat to you.

I mourned the parts of me you ripped away, and honestly I don't think you care. Once you knew I wouldn't give you what you believed you so righteously deserved, you stopped responding and iced me out, leaving me to think I was the problem like I had wronged you somehow it was my fault.

I see how messed up this all was now. You never stopped because it was the right thing to do but because you thought this was a trade of sorts, you gave me attention and in your own twisted way you could have what ever you so desired from me in return.

We should never have talked. I may have lost something but I learnt from it all, to cherish and idealise someone as lifeless and sadistic as you Adam.

This was all 3 year ago, I didn't even know what was happening I wish I would have seen the signs I should have stopped. I wish I could blame this all on you, how much that would take this chronic pain. I can't because I knew better and I still went against my better judgement and took a trip to hell.

All the good morning text followed with manipulative silence. I can say now with certainty how I so passionately hate you. You did something irreversible and should pay but you won't and in your the face of beauty I only see true evil, so go to hell.

[renklilerinarasindaki]

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[heartsoftruth]

LEWIS | BAHRAIN MEDIA DAY

[dreamings-free]

I could be wrong, but from his insta story it looks like Zak might be with Louis. The background looks the same as the guitar picture Louis posted last week.

oh you are not wrong, anon that is definitely the same place..

so riccardo’s there, zak’s there.. we know oli is there. new gf getting a lads holiday after one (1) month of "dating"... 😅

[heartsoftruth]

LH signing in | 10.04.25