#10.1.2020

[dripping-moonlight]

Wind and Time bonding bc we all need a little serotonin today

[you-are-my-neverland]

7 for 7 tag

7 up tag game! rules: share your last 7 sentences, then tag seven people!

tagged by @landfillmp3, tagging @twistedtalez & @commasinsidequotes (sorry i haven’t interacted with people on here in like three months? i’m out of touch)

tw // slight blood, violence

“Rue?” Pan asked, calm and collected. “We’ve got company.”

“On it,” a distant and unfamiliar voice drawled, and in the next moment a figure had leaped from the rooftops and knocked a figure out of the shadows with an audible crack of bone that made Kel flinch on impulse. In the next second, two more had leaped forward, but the figure dispatched them with a ruthless efficiency that flung them to the ground.

They were probably dead. Wendy could see blood glistening on the ground, pooling out silently.

end. 

[smolbunart]

sorry for being dead im alive and well dont worry just hella busy

[flowerhope]

I just did my little full moon ritual. My heart is so full of love. I'm just so thankful for the moon and her magical energy.🌕☄🙏🏼

[nei-ning]

I just woke up because of a dream which I knew I have to write down here.

In a dream I first was in some sort of hospital place, looking for Rise Raphael since I knew he was there. I wasn’t sure was Leo there with him too. I ended up in an area which no longer looked like an hospital. It was like small old library with small separated room in the corner. The door was open so I saw inside this room. There was old bookshelves full of books, ladders and in right back corned was open machine. Like some sort of “mutation” chamber if you know what I mean.

I then heard Rise Leo from the distance behind my left. He was somewhere standing on a level which went past the bookshelves which were on my left against the wall. Suddenly I saw cartoonish items appearing in line in front of me, slightly floating and connected with glowing red thin line, pointing towards the open chamber. I remember seeing some metal sheets and other items (which I didn’t see so well), but there was 5 or 6 items in total. Last one of them, however, was some sort of cute Rise Raph plush.

I now heard Leonardo, kinda, again and he let me know he wanted to “combine” Raphael and I. Not in a bad way tho! Leo was his own sweet self so this wasn’t a bad dream! Anyway, I instantly went in my head; “Hell no. I will not agree on this.” So I moved away from behind the line, but something from me (maybe female DNA) went into the chamber when it started on its own, sucking the items and Raphael plush inside it.

It lasted a second, or two, before the chamber exploded open and there stood muscular female robot - kind of thing. Its form I could describe as Raphael’s “Red Rage” from Rise.  First thing what she did was to flex her right armor covered arm, to show and see her muscles. She was so happy and still stunned! I heard her voice, which was SO LOVELY, as she laughed softly first, then saying she has never feel so strong and she loved it.

Now I noticed someone, a woman, jumping towards me from my front right. She was definitely Asian woman and when she stopped above me on some pile of boxes and looked down on me, I noticed she had pretty round face, black eyes and brown hair. She reminded me very much of Lei Fang from Dead or Alive in a way. But she was cuter and softer looking in a way. For a some reason she also was wearing a wig on her hair with black beret. She bent down towards my face as she talked to me. She mentioned the wig, saying or asking something about the elder woman who it did belong to in the hospital. I had no any idea about it, but I stood up, noticing movement on my left.

Leonardo made his presence known by now, jumping from somewhere on the level in front of the bookshelves. I could see him clear and close. He was smiling, he was so excited and happy as he jumped down once more on another level, but this time inside the small library room. He instantly started to flirt with her (mutated lady), in nice way, as he helped her up on the level in front of him. And she replied to his flirt instantly. It was clear they matched so damn well! After all there was something Raph-like in her.

I don’t remember what Leo said first, but this lady’s reply was to giggle and take gentle hold on Leo’s chin which, in return, made Leo smile eyes closed as he turned his head a bit, reaching his head towards her. Pretty much the same way when you pet a cat under their chin. He was blushing and smiling so lovely way. Few seconds passed and she released her hold on Leo’s chin, Leonardo opening his arms for a hug - and she went to it. He kept smiling whole time as they hugged and I now noticed that this female had shrink. She no longer was inside that big armor of hers, but I still couldn’t see who or what she really was. Some layer or thinner armor or clothes covered her tho.

During holding her in a hug I remember hearing Leo say (to me while giving me a look); “This is how we flirt / connect.” After that they just happily stood side by side, holding each other side ways, looking each other with such loving smiles while I was thinking; “This is so damn good fic idea!” And I kept repeating that to myself with so much excitement, ahah! Then I woke up and my first thought was “I probably slept an hour.” and I did slept only an hour, ahah :’D

But yes, I’m super excited about this dream! It was so lovely and definitely a good fic idea! I would love to draw it as a comic too, but with my skills... Njah. I wouldn’t be able to draw the backgrounds or that female well, since I didn’t see her well. But I’ve seen this dream before! Like decades ago! Rise Leo, back then, was black mass tho without a voice. This is very common to me in my dreams. If I see a dream about people / fictional characters who I don’t know yet in real life, they appear as black figures. After I see / get to know the person or fictional character in real life, I see old dream again which holds these peoples / characters, and this time I see and hear them.

[rebuildingthewarrior]

Day 4. Shoulders and HIIT.

Getting this diet tuned in.

Scale defeated me today. I’m up 7 pounds. I could tell my pants were tight.

Here we go.

[godsnameisjoy]

Resolve

Date : 10 January 2020

Duration : 30 minutes at 10:30 pm

Depth :

Here is the unedited note written after the nightly meditation session from the 10th of Jan :

‘Same as last night’s

Concentration lacking

Barely uttering the hong Sau correctly

Far from losing my breath for good’

Please read each of the lines above as separate sentences.

Losing my breath for good means the same as suspending my breath for several moments. And this has become the new standard of a good session for me. It is good to lose one’s breath due to calmness of mind. And to not get drawn out by the super conscious mind’s power to make you consider where you are at in the session. That’s the one thing you can’t answer correctly in the deep sleep spaces of your mind. It’s a trick question.

One can’t tell future from past in a space that collects no memories. There, that’s the way I define the super conscious. No memories bothers you here. And that in itself is a tool in the hands of the super conscious mind to trouble you with. This is the muscle to be built now. The muscle to get far away from the question ‘where am I at’. The answer is ‘if I am meditating, I am at the right place’.

[prosy-days]

January 10, 2020 - Day 205

A lovely evening of book club and friends.