Dec 17, 2022
December 10, 2022 - Day 174
Finally settled on where I wanted these itty bitty trees.
seen from Spain
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December 10, 2022 - Day 174
Finally settled on where I wanted these itty bitty trees.
Liam tonight in London - 10.12
Liam via his IG stories - 10.12
Yesterday, I saw him play for the first time at their last gig of the year. Hanni introduced me as his gf.
I realized 2 fundamental things:
1) for the first time, I saw him the way other people do, as this weird guy who is just a nice friend to have around. Just Niels. That's Niels. He's fun and weird. Idk. I never got to see that side before. I was never in that zone
2) how easy it is for him to hurt me. No one else could hurt me as easily. I wouldn't let anyone. But he has so much power over me
He slept at mine and woke up saying "...ganz doll lieb. Danke, dass du mich gestern mit nach Hause genommen hast."
He told me thanks for coming many times
Then he said sth like ich hab neulich nachgedacht, dass wir noch nicht so 100% harten Sex haben, wie ich gerne würde oder könnte und ob wir uns da langsam rantasten wollen
I hate it when I ask a question in my class group chat and they make me feel like the answer is super easy and super obvious and I'm dumb for not knowing it.
I want to love people, but sometimes they make it really hard bc they make me angry. But i dont want to be angry.
But i also dont want to be made feel like Im dumb bc I asked a question.
Liam via his IG stories - 10.12
günlükçe
Annem, babama olan muhabbetimi bildiği için beni aradığı vakitlerde ilk olarak "baban da seni sordu napıyo nasıl diye" diyor. Babamın beni sorduğunu duyunca mutlu olacağımı biliyor çünkü. Nasıl zarif ⚘
Bugün de ikisi beraber beni iki kez aradılar. Sesini duymak istedik dediler. Normalde yapmazlar böyle şeyler, biz nadir konuşuruz yani öyle her gün ailesiyle konuşan tiplerden değilim aslında. Ama bugün, zaten özlemiştim iyice özledim böyle olunca :')
İşte öyle.. Gurbet kotamı dolduruyorum mu acaba?
Liam’s commentary to England’s game via his IG stories - 10.12