Nov 3, 2020
I'm gonna take on a man who tried to steal my thunder in the Casino Battle Royale when he was the Joker. Ladies and gentlemen, that's Matt Sydal.
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I'm gonna take on a man who tried to steal my thunder in the Casino Battle Royale when he was the Joker. Ladies and gentlemen, that's Matt Sydal.
kima, post-herding sheepies: the grind 😤 never stops 💯 ya gotta do 💪🏻 what ya gotta do 😳 to get the job 🔥 done ‼️
clara pratt and edan pearce from all these monsters by amy tintera
he scooted to the edged of his bed, closer to me, and then reached out, bracing his hands against the bottom of my bunk. i pushed my phone aside and leaned closer to him.
“I just want you to know that it’s not normal.” his voice was so quiet that i had to scoot closer, until our faces were only inches apart. “I don’t know if you need to hear that. i’m not even sure if i’m overreacting or not. but the jealousy and the short temper and the way he acted the other day when you snuck into the MDG garage - it feels bad.”
his gaze held mine, his expression serious. i couldn’t breathe.
“so if you need someone to say it, i’m saying it,” he whispered. “it’s not normal.”
It is Wednesday October 28, 2020. Today i weighed in at 225 lbs even, which is a full 23 pounds down from my starting weight.
This week I’m focusing on self care and routines. Stress has been hitting me very hard and it has been making it hard to sleep, so I’m looking into meditation and I’ve started up running on a treadmill now that it’s too cold to run outside. I’m also challenging myself to do 10 or more push ups a day, just to help with upper body strength.
I’m actually typing this at night. I’m on the boarder of a panic attack because of how school went today, and it has led me to question my field for the first time in a while. I realized today that while I have won awards for stuff in the past, none of that has to do with what I decided to go into, and if anything, everyone in my life has kinda told me not to go into it. Other than my close family, thankfully. I still think I’m probably on the right path, it just hurts to think that my work doesn’t stand out in a crowd even if it is highly technically competent. There’s just a spirit I feel my work lacks... if that makes sense? Idk.
Either way, I’m getting back into the swing of things and taking weightloss more seriously as Alexis’s wedding approaches. I weigh about what I did when I was her roommate so it won’t seem like I’ve put ON weight at the very least, but I still have a bit over two months to appear to have lost a bit of weight if anything. Not that it really matters, im probably the only one who cares...
straight up not having a good time rn ifjdksbxksbx
Being serenaded by my best friend to Jizz In My Pants by Lonely Island