#10.30.14

[technobladelibraryliveblogs]

Technoblade: I'm so close. (To being able to get enough XP to enchant)

Technoblade: But to only way to get the XP is by killing pigs.

Technoblade: So obviously not going to do that.

I love him. XD

[technobladelibraryliveblogs]

"Yeah, I'll marry people for a stone sword." - Technoblade, 2014

[technobladelibraryliveblogs]

Now the question is will Technoblade be sniped or shall be be doing the snipping? Considering the thumbnail has him holding a bow..

[thedeviljudges]

i: what is your guilty pleasure? [talks about ‘keeping up with the kardashians] li: you’ve got nothing to be ashamed of, niall. n: cuz i know that e!news is coming up after. li: and you’ll be on it. n: no, probably him. [points to harry]. li: z [zed] as well.

[1d-updatesx]

One Direction's MBC2 Interview (10.30.14)

[hearingsymphonies]

"kacey musgraves .. but i dont feel that guilty about it" -harry on his guilty pleasures

[a-es-th-etic]

10.30.14

after the breakup

Your words are another memory

I said my goodbyes to you that night, as my mind ran back along the times we were together to the first night under the dogwood tree and did you know that I saved the leaf I found in my hair? Because everything reminds me of you, and even the beauty of the world and the peace of it is tarnished because for the first time I am afraid of you. I am afraid for me. Because im not sure how many times I can do that, im not sure if my words will ever be enough, im not sure if you will still love me tomorrow and I know you warned me nd maybe I should have listened but its hard to look you in the eyes because the last time I did that, I thought you were leaving forever and I was afraid I had lost you the ben I loved the ben that loved me the ben that wanted to hold me tight and play magic in our underwear. But when the day is done you just want to be held and im not sure if im just a filler because why would you find me attractive anyway? i don’t think you lie to me but I cant stand the doubt that has invaded my head because I came so close to cutting and I still feel like I have no idea what to do with myself, and oh god I was finally finding the words I was finally going to tell you. Find something you said. Find something or someone who will make you happy and be a kickass English teacher and one day your words will come don’t you understand I am happy with you. But you had to say it. You said all of it and im not sure I cando this. I wont be the person who goes to shit after dating you. I wont be. Because it would hurt you. But I was so close to cutting, ben. I wanted to punch a wall until my knuckles were mangled and bruised and swollen I wanted to rip apart my razors to find their blades I wanted to pull out my lighter and see how long before my flesh turned black and maybe this is bad for me maybe I should back down but you make my silence sing

And god maybe I should get drunk maybe I should do my homework maybe I should kill myself maybe I should run away and start over but I don’t think I really have any friends I don’t know why people like me I don’t have anyone that I can talk to and it

Maybe I should sleep

Maybe I 

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niallhoran: Throwback to our Real Madrid days @dwdsoutar