fuck you because I gave you EVERYTHING and you gave me close to nothing. if you’re not willing to fight for me more than you did, then you don’t deserve me. I’ve been a better friend to you than I’ve been to anyone in my whole life and if you don’t realize that and appreciate it then you don’t deserve me. I’ve been here for you through every fucking thing you’ve gone through in the past year. I put my shit aside and I listen to you and I give you advice and I do every fucking thing in my power to help you and let you know that I care IMMENSELY for you. I fucking listen and I buy you shit and I take you to sonic and I hang out with you every chance I get and I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. EVERYTHING. and you and your narcissistic assholish attitude has been dismissed time and time again. and again. and again. I forgave you when you basically said “fuck you” and left. I forgave you when you NEVER did ANYTHING for me. I forgave you when you fucking TOLD ME that you had your own things to deal with and couldn’t help me. IVE PUT ALL MY SHIT ASIDE FOR OVER A YEAR NOW AND YOU STILL WONT TEXT ME FIRST. I have every god damn right and reason to say fuck you and leave you. the only fucking reason that you texted me last night was because your friend knew that I wasn’t okay and he told you to text me. that’s the ONLY reason you texted me. and if you’re not going to give me more than that then you DO. NOT. AND WILL NOT. get another god damn second of attention or affection or ANYTHING from me. I’m done. I’m sick of being brushed aside like I don’t mean shit when I’m just as human and have been through TWICE as much shit as you have. it’s bullshit. it’s complete bullshit and I refuse to put myself out there anymore for him to stomp on like a piece of dog shit.
