Aug 13, 2017
You ever feel nostalgic for a past you don't even miss? It's weird. Sometimes I just wonder like how did I get here?? When did it all change so drastically? What happened to the days of picking all the wrong guys, breaking curfews to go on long drives and feeling like the future was such a big mystery?
#personal#I chased stability for so long#now it's being offered to me on a silver platter#but I suddenly miss free falling#I can't figure myself out#I'm an introvert to my core#I've struggled for so long to find a safe stable life#how do I not want the predictability anymore#idk#I guess I just wanna feel like amazing things can happen at any time in any way#I don't wanna feel stuck on one path#no matter how great it is#I want freedom and excitement#I guess I'm just restless idk#081217#1031pm
