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This is a redone version of what I did two years ago. It's amazing to see how I've changed.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I think that it's extremely important to thoroughly know myself.
2. When I fall for someone, I tend to fall hard.
4. I tend to slack off and procrastinate.
5. I've never betrayed someone even though I'm used to being betrayed. I've only left friends when they gave me a good enough reason to, otherwise, I can make and keep the promise of being loyal.
7. I've stopped holding grudges
8. I have an extremely unhealthy interest and grasp of Freudian Psychoanalysis theory.
9. I prefer Asian guys :s
10. I've been told that I give really good advice even though I never take my own. I'm also a good listener when need-be.
NINE THINGS YOU’VE THOUGHT ABOUT RECENTLY:
1. My now-ex-boyfriend/not-as-best-friend, and everything about the friendship and relationship that we share.
2. How much I'm gonna miss the relationship I had with him, but it's more of an appreciation now than a desire to turn back time. Also, just how much I want my best friend back.
3. How thankful I am to have the friends that I do. You all know who you are...and special shout out of course goes to @the-loved for always being there when I need him.
4. Myself and how I've changed these last few months
5. That I've just found my resolve for the next few months
6. The future and all of its possibilities
7. The CPT's and exams, but also of graduation and university
8. I really need be resilient and go back to the strong and independent Stevie that I was from before.
EIGHT WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART:
1. Show me that you care about me; and no that doesn't mean you have to buy be presents or be superboyfriend. Just coming to visit every now and then and doing little things like spontaneous displays of affection (like holding my hand or random kisses and hugs, or just being considerate of me) will be enough.
2. Put up with my bitching. And ranting. And moaning.
3. Understand my actions and be able to read me.
5. When there's something that wants to be said/ asked. Ask/ say it. It'll help me understand your point of view and I may learn how to better myself. Being willing to express your feelings to me show me that you trust me and that you respect me enough and love me enough to want to communicate (directly correlates to #1)
6. Being the yourself. This way, you'll know that I fell for you because you're you and not something that you're not.
7. Being able to pick me up bridal style. xDDDD ** hey it shouldn't be a hard task!!*
8. Not stopping practising steps 1-7 because just because you've got me doesn't mean you can't lose me and keeping our relationship going is just as important as trying to start it.
SEVEN FAVOURITE SONGS YOU’VE HAD:
2. Ayaka - Minna Sora No Shita
3. Miho Fukuhara - Dreamer
4. AJ Rafael - When We Say
5. Shota Shimizu - Kimi ga Suki
6. Harumi Tsuyuzaki - Rainy Night
SIX THINGS YOU DO BEFORE YOU GO TO BED:
1. Wash my face & General stuff ** brush teeth, cream**
4. Skype with someone
5. Think of ... mostly you... ** AND NOT IN A PERVERTED WAY!!!!***
6. Overthink or introspect. I think that I'm done with the overthinking for now though.
FIVE THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY TO FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT:
1. Kevin - I love you but I know that there's still a lot of growing we need to do. So, all I'm asking for now is just to have my best fagget wubbey back :) If you're willing to put in the effort here, I promise that I will. Also, you said that you never go back on pinky promises and we pinky promised the day we got together that we wouldn't let what happened affect our friendship. I'm so gonna repeat all of this to you later >.< Hopefully I won't be bothering you :S
2. Joey - Thank you for everything. Though based on linear time, it hasn't been long, it still feels like you know me more than I know myself. Thank you for acting like my brain when I'm not at all being rational and logical even though half the time, you know that you needing to be my brain basically means I have no intention of following logic. Thank you for supporting my decisions even though you don't approve and know it'll end badly. Thank you for guiding me and being there for me. I don't even know how to thank you, but I promise that I'll do everything I can do reciprocate everything you've done for me, and then some!
3. Lisa: We've grown pretty close over the past semester and I just want to say thank you for your smartitude and wiseness. Somehow, we just get each other and I really hope that I can keep you as a friend even during university
4. Ashley: Strange how everything came full circle with us no? You're awesome and I wish we spent more of high school understanding each other than ignore each other.
5. Myself: Even though I've learned so much through the drama that I've gone through, life is all about learning; which basically means that there will be drama in the future to. Don't be afraid of forgetting the lessons that you've learned because as you've said many times, anything you make truly belongs to you. These lessons that you've learned are things that you've created internally so all you have to do is look back and you'll know what to do. This is how you were able to live so independently before. As Shota Shimizu sang: "You better know where you're going and know where you're from"
FOUR THINGS YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW:
4. Reteaching and relearning a lot of things.
THREE THINGS YOU’RE SCARED OF:
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Fall in love and stay in love with this person
1. I just learned how to let go of useless pride and thank you for teaching me this. Not necessarily a confession but I had nothing to hide, hence nothing to confess.