Akşam izlediğim filme ağladığım için gözlerim şişmiş camideki çocukların kursu bitirme programı yapılıyor caminin hoparlöründen tüm mahalleye salınan ilahi sesi ile uyandım ve babamın arabasının aküsü şarj etmemiş uyanır uyanmaz takviye için aşağı indim güne puanım 1/10
you were nervous, so nervous you thought watching him jog over to you with the biggest smile on his face. you’ve never been asked on a date before, especially not by anyone this attractive.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t take you out for dinner! I only have a little bit of time before I have to go back to work.” he’d apologized as soon as he got close enough to you to which you smiled.
“its fine! I love frozen yogurt!” you laughed a bit not even thinking less of the date idea, you thought it was cute. “thats a relief, next time you’ll have to let me know your favorite food ill take you out again.”
n-next time? you havent even had the chance to embarrass yourself on this date before he’d suggested another one. it made you feel special in a way, you felt your face get warm. embarrassed.
“ah here, whats your favorite flavor?” he’d asked holding the door open for you to enter the cute shop.
“mm, chocolate!”
“no way! mine too.”
“what about toppings?”
“cheesecake bites and brownies are a must! I’m a bit sensitive to crunchy toppings.”
“ahh thats a shame, oreo and brownie are my favorites.”
“that sounds good!“
setting the treats down at the chesnut table you felt heat rise to your cheeks as yugyeom came behind you to pull your seat out.
“no one’s ever done that for me before...” you’d stuttered out causing his brows to raise in genuine surprise. “really?” he seemed a bit surprised but a pout formed on his lips as if the information made him sad.
sitting down with a huff, yugyeom gestured for you to try the yogurt first. “i’m a regular here so go ahead, I hope you like it”
“mm, it’s good!”
“I knew you’d like it!”
“like really good!” you hummed hands going to your cheeks at the rush of sugar.
after talking about your favorite things to do and how work has been going you figured you’d ask “so, what made you ask me out suddenly?”
yugyeom looked flustered at the question his hand immediately going to his neck in slight embarrassment.
“sorry, if that was a weird question it’s just… we’ve been friends for while and I honestly didn’t even think you even liked me,” yugyeom laughed slightly at you use of air quotes around the word friends.
shaking his head he scoffed, “seriously? every time im around you I turn into a stuttering mess which is why I didn’t talk to you much, it took me three shots and a pep talk from Bam to even ask you for your number.”
“really?! i’ve always been super nervous around you… not knowing what to say since i’m not that good at korean… I just thought you wouldn’t like me.” you’d admitted.
there’s a lot he’d wanted to tell you; you’re beautiful, how he thinks of you all night whenever he randomly sees you at a friends party, how you laughing at his jokes is making him so fucking shy.
instead he settled for, “so what’s your favorite food, for next time.”