#11×17

[blushingsastiel]

nothing is better than sam winchester bloody and on the verge of dying and having to press his own hands to his wound, blood dripping from his lips. nothing is better than sam winchester struggling with every breath to stand and keep walking while he kills werewolves on his own with barely any strength. nothing is better than sam winchester collapsing and gasping awake, clothes drenched with blood.

[destielification]

“we’ll get him back” not “we’ll figure this thing out with lucifer” not even “we’ll save him” bc its not about saving a close friend’s life. this line is not ABOUT cas. its about dean missing cas. its about sam knowing what dean is sad about. its about him choosing to be direct about it. its about him looking at this newest clusterfuck of problems and knowing that whats hurting dean right now is cas’ absence. fuck. i mean we know. we KNOW obviously. OBVIOUSLY.

[ryan9098]

Why is Kensi setting a car on fire in the promo?

[definitely-not-glankles]

11×17

This episode killed me. The fact that Sam, from the beginning of the episode, new that Dean's number one priority was saving Cas had me crying. Just by looking at Dean, Sam saw how stressed, tired, and hell bent he was. Sam knew Dean was worried about Cas. He knew that that was all he could and would think about until he was safe back at the bunker. One little phrase, just one, told Dean that Sammy knew. That Sammy was behind him, whatever he chose.

[beerdrinkerhellraiser]

Bitter Sam!girl minirant ahead. It’s somewhat Dean critical, so if that’s not your thing, scroll down.

I appreciated all the lovely brother moments we got, but I felt that there were some things missing. I wish Dean had told Sam the truth about what happened when he thought Sam was dead, AND made it clear that he wouldn’t have left him if he thought Sam was alive (Sam waking up and calling out for Dean first thing broke my heart). And now Sam might think Dean left him while he was still alive and it’s awful (he’s a big boy and a total badass and can deal, I know, but he’s also a sunshine puppy that needs to know he’s loved).

[retrogeekgal]

I still haven't recovered from how excruciatingly and gorgeously codependent my boys are. That episode was everything and I'm still not ok.

[castiel-left-his-mark-on-me]

Noooooooooooooo!