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Nov 28, 2016
A week in the life: Cain Dingle November 28, 2016 to December 2, 2016
A week in the life: Emma Barton November 28, 2016 to December 2, 2016
A week in the life: Moira Barton November 28, 2016 to December 2, 2016
11/28/2016
Danny Silk - Relationships
John 15:16 -> I choose. And I choose you. You don’t ever have to worry about my half of our relationship. You can’t do anything for/against that!
3 Types... POWERLESS + POWERLESS = controlling POWERFULL + POWERLESS = dependent POWERFULL + POWERFULL = free codependentcy: You work harder on my life, than I do.
Choice of voice: irresponsible voice = “I’ll try.” powerless voice = “I have to.” / “I can’t.” powerfull voice = “I will (not).” / “I did.” / “I do.” -> it’s not somebody elses fault if you are out of control. Nobody controls you. You are just acting out of powerless again.
Powerfull People require respectful, responsible relationship set limits with abusive people manage themselves regardless of what others do -> we don’t determine what other people do. we simply decide if we participate.
Powerless people... use powerless language live anxious and want control or borders to live in “professional” blame other responsible for nothing
There are no powerless people in the kingdom of heaven!
What these four walls hold is the brittle skeleton of an empty love; wasted passions of warfare and zealous tears over scars too deep to see. Golden milk gone sour and yet we sift through the clumps in search of that golden good-good, that wish we could should, that wish we could would.
November 28. 2016
Had counseling today. It went really well. I was able to talk more in depth about how isolated and misunderstood I feel sometimes. Made me realize how important it can be to talk to others about what I’m going through. I realize now that I really need more support. I don’t have to keep going through this alone and be constantly focused on others feelings instead of myself. I think that I often fear what others will think of me if I tell them what I’m going through or if I stray from the persona that I have when I’m in public. I feel like if I can start slowly taking it down a notch then I won’t be so exhausted from putting on this show every time I’m at school and with friends. It’s so tiring to have to do that everyday and always be at 100%.
School is going well. We are nearing the end of the semester and due dates and projects are approaching. I have a project due friday, and we are presenting it monday (a week from now). I also have to start studying for our final soon. It’s cumulative so I really need to buckle down and study or I’ll regret it. I got my grade back on my concept paper and got a 96%! I was so excited! I got points off for really minor things, and I got a comment that I am a good writer on it. That made my day. We have our super sim day coming up on Thursday and I don’t know why but I am super nervous for it and feeling very anxious about it. I hate when we do SIMs because I always panic and things don’t go right. I need to stop letting my anxiety get the best of me.
Looking forward to Secret Santa tomorrow night. I am excited to give everyone their cards and to give Ange my gift. I think she’s going to like it. At least I hope she does. I just really want to have a nice night with my friends. I miss being around them. I’m just happy to have friends honestly.
Talk to me.
Side note: The conversation possibilities between Stone and I has been festering in the back of my head for almost a fucking month. I wish he would take me fucking S E R I O U S L Y. I just want to know if he wants to be together. And if he's willing to try I am too tbh. I'm willing to wait long weeks maybe months of not seeing or talking to him because of where his job takes him, I'm willing to drive across the US to be with him, I'm willing to be supportive and loving in whatever he wants to do. I'll be his rock and help him up when he falls, I'll make sure to put a smile on his face, and whatever else. I just want him to give me the same and to fucking try with me. It's all just fucking me up and idk how much more I can handle before I say fuck it.