First become a raging alcoholic, or make sure all your closest friends are. Go on the craziest adventures with them across the country. Have the best time of your life and make sure you include some seriously traumatic situations that you don't realize will really mess you up in the future.
You know those friends you made? Now get used to the idea of 60 of them dying before they reach 35 years old. If they are lucky, it will be short and sweet from an accidental overdose. If they are not it will be slow and painful failure of the liver and kidneys.
After that get ready to be tired of the road and really want to settle down, only to realize that no one will hire you because you have no job history for the passed 10 years, and that no one will rent to you because you have no credit, and no rental history for the passed 10 years.
You will want to go vent after you realize this, so you try to go out only to realize that you suddenly have crippling social anxiety and cant be around large groups of people or many loud noises at once.
If you manage to re-enter society, make some new friends that live in your town and live normal lives and try to connect with them until you realize that you never will because there is no possible way to relate to them because they realize you're crazy and used to sleep under bridges.
Then realize the only people that know what you have been through, and understand your life are dead.
Finally, struggle to live a normal life for the rest of forever, even though it will never be rewarding because you have tasted freedom and the true crazy unabridged joy of doing whatever you want, whenever you want, and you know you will never feel that again.
