#11:57pm

[ajyal-azez]

نحنٌ في الخفاء أُناس آخرين، لا نشبه طبيعة حالنا الآن.

[omnya-a-shoman]

انا حاليا على أتم استعداد اني اخسر كل الناس اللي فكرت احذفها من حياتي ومش لاقيه طريقة مناسبة، ع أتم استعداد اخسرهم منغير مقدمات ولا طرق، أو اركنهم ع الرف كأنتيكات مثلا ليها ذكريات ما تشفعلها مش اكثر، وادور على غيرهم كأساس في حياتي.. عشان الناس دي ما بقتش تعمل اي حاجة غير انها بتثقلني وتشدني معاها لتحت وبضيع عليها وقت ومجهود بلا دافع او مقابل وما بقتش ارتاح معاهم، فجأه اكتشفت انهم مش شبهي وانا استحق علاقات اكثر تفاؤل ونضج عن كده، علاقات مليانه شغف وطاقة، ارتاح فيها واحب الحياة معاها ومن خلالها، مش بتمتص مني الحياة وتحولني لمسخ انا ما اعرفوش!!

[rettree]

Late night coloring Should I add a tree? Tree swing?

[akosichay]

Mahal andito lang ako

[closetgremlin]

"[…] Yes I Know Things Too"

Of course you do, dear, you're Logic - we don't doubt you in that area.

Angst, anyone?

[catchmewhen-i-lie]

Persephone keeps trying to remind me that I do not need to know the specific details of everything.

The best surprises come when you aren't expecting them.

The best parts of life are unplanned.

I haven't asked her yet, but I wonder whether she's aware of how little I know.

Obviously, she knows. She's Persephone.

I don't have a general idea of where I'm going.

I live day to day.

Friends have noticed how spontaneous I've gotten over the past few years.

My brother thinks I'm reckless. 

Life comes at me fast, even when I plan things out.

So, I've stopped trying to plan.

I've started taking life in handfuls and my family doesn't understand.

I live like tomorrow won't come, but my every move is so calculated.

Chess against the world, pawns taking their steps, but I don't know what they're defending.

Persephone wants to ease my mind.

I don't always have to have a purpose for everything.

Right now, Everybody Wants To Rule The World is playing on the radio

She's so supportive of me, despite how unsure I feel.

Maybe she's trying to be the stability that I'm lacking in my life.

I can't see the future, I'm so spontaneous with my time.

Persephone? She's consistent and wonderful.

I really can't thank her enough.

She always makes herself known when I need her most.

Reliable, seasons may change.. but Persephone does not.

Maybe this is how Hades feels during spring,

when the first couple of weeks have drifted into beautiful blooms and environmental shifts

She's always the breath of fresh air that someone needs,

the push towards a new beginning.

Refreshing winds blow along her path and I feel a little liberated when I'm in her care

[shawtiee]

[extinctgoodness]

Yow! Tagal kong di nakapagpost dito. Wala naman nangyareng panget o maganda so kebs lang. 🤣 2024 what a busy year, walang time masaktan char hahaha!

Life is okay, kalmado lang. Hindi malungkot, pero di rin masaya. Pwede na. But I still don't wanna live a long life. 40 oks na e