disappearing worries
lowercase intended
unedited
a/n: oml i’ve been so lazy lately so i’m sorry for this super late imagine. i’m hoping on writing a lot more over winter break to make up for the lack of writing. even though i have no clue how concerts work since i’ve never been to one, i still hope you still enjoy this. also merry christmas eve!
disclaimer: the moodboard was created by me but the photos used are not mine.
ahhh, the dream city of yours. london, england. not only did you come to london because you wanted to check one more thing off of your bucketlist and finally meet your close internet friends in person, it was also because your best friend was having a concert here tonight. you promised him you would be there to support him and there was no way you were going to go back on your word. so what better way to keep a promise and have an experience of a lifetime?
as you walked along the pretty streets that were already decorated for christmas, your mind got clouded with thoughts of your feelings for jihoon. it’s been months since your crush developed and over time, it only seemed to get stronger. you couldn’t keep it away from him for much longer since you always blushed whenever he accidentally touched your hand or when he gave you his frequent hugs. besides, how has he not heard your thundering heartbeats whenever he came near you?
on your way to the stadium, you took in the beautiful city that you had always wanted to travel to. you admire the gorgeous boutiques and stores. the lights on the trees made the experience much more magical than it would have been without them. however, your eyes always seemed to linger on the couples that were holding hands, laughing at whatever they were talking about without a care in the world. oh, how you wish you could be like that with jihoon.
even if he did returned your feelings which you doubted ohoho you’re in for a ride, his job would absolutely forbid this. his career depended on him being well liked by the public and him in a relationship would most likely risk that. he would lose a good amount of his female fans(which mainly made up his fanbase) and if he didn’t lose any he would surely gain some angry ones. sadly, not everyone was open to accepting their idols in a relationship and there was no way you would be selfish enough to put your happiness before his accomplishment that he spent his whole life working towards.
you soon reached the stadium and began to wait in line to enter the arena. originally, you had wanted to buy merchandise but jihoon said there was no need for you to wait in such a long line especially with the freezing weather when he could easily get it for you. the line of people in front of you surprisingly didn’t take that long to disappear and you entered the stadium. excitement grew in your stomach as you walked down to the pit. of course you saw fancams of jihoon but never have you seen him perform live.
the lights began to dim and you heard the beginning of “nayana” start to play. your focus immediately went to the stage and your eyes immediately went to jihoon. you could tell his eyes were searching the crowd for you and it wasn’t long before he found you. you wondered how he found you so fast in the sea of people but it didn’t matter as his dazzling smile and flirty wink soon took over your mind.
the concert flew by and you knew you would lose your voice by tomorrow. you did the fan chants as loudly as you could with all of the other fans there and it was a lot of fun. you really hoped you could attend more of wanna one’s concerts. you headed backstage to meet up with jihoon and all the other members in the makeup room.
jihoon was the one who opened the door when you knocked.
“oh my goodness, (y/n)! i haven’t seen you in forever, how was the concert?!” he questioned you. however you hear him as you could only stare at the mistletoe that was hanging above you two.
“(y/n), did you not hear a single thing i said? hey! i’m talking to you!” it took him a bit before he glanced up at where you were looking and he could only let out a small “oh”.
“hey jeojang, why don’t you make a move already?” seongwoo shouted from the back with a teasing grin.
“facts! all you do is talk about how badly you want to kiss her anyway so hurry up with it.” daniel snickered and added on to the previous comment. ongniel is science
“hyung, as much as i ship us together, i love you and (y/n) together more.” guanlin yelled at you guys with a gummy smile. oh my god i can see his precious adorable smile in my mind as i write this and i love panwink so much
“w-wait, what’s goi-” you never got to finish your question as jihoon’s chapped lips met your warm ones. and just like that, everything faded away in the background along with your disappearing worries.
