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june 15 2026
super duper binged today and highkey didn’t track any of it soooo let’s see how many pounds i’ve regained in the morning :/
period is coming v soon and it made me cry for hours + crave junk food so bad i thought i would die . still my fault for binging but i can’t be TOO angry at myself given how horrible menstruation is for me. if food helps the pain then food helps what can i say
in other news: finally got a job after months of unemployment!!! YAY!!!
june 14 2026
started incorporating beans into my diet! had black beans in both meals and it’s very filling and very cheap, plus yummy to boot!
didn’t get to do any walking today since it was raining heavily and i left my rain jacket at my parents’ place, ah well
still under my cal limit so fingers crossed the scale will say a lower number tomorrow >:3
june 13 2026
starting a daily (hopefully!) log
today’s workout was a 5k walk, just to get back into the swing of things
bmr is 1460 and my daily cal limit for food is 1200 so i’m doing quite good
i started losing weight when i was around 185 lbs, i got all the way down to 165 but then got distracted and it rocketed back up. thankfully it’s been stable at 175 ish for about a month
starting a mostly fish and beans diet bc i can’t really afford other proteins rn but this should be good for weight loss too!
me rn because im nobody's bestfriend, my hairs falling out, I started drinking for no reason again, everyone is falling inlove and moving on, I've only lost 22 lbs and I dont even look slightly different, I've distanced myself from everyone I actually enjoyed being around that i put my heart and soul into, people just talk to me to vent or tell me about their intrests they dont actuallywant me around, I stopped crying over people and worrying about everyone because nobody gives a flying fuck about me and instead cry over the girl that used to be my bestfriend and how much i miss her every single day, but atleast I got my period back from a 12000 cal binge from when I was drunk and ruined all my motivation 3 weeks before school's out for summer I fucking hate myself I wish I wasn't so fucking fat
снова могу смотреть фильмы/сериалы. даже интересно становится. сейчас смотрю дневники вампира, тик и морти и паразит. рада, что вернулся интерес к просмотру.
заказала чехол, очень понравился.
