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[thingsnotsaidwhen]

1.19.17

yesterday was the starting point of something new in my life.. 

almost my entire college experience was you. you were the constant in my life. you were my entire world.. so when you told me the honest truth, my world came crashing down.

i lie to you now, but worse i lie to myself. i tell myself i don’t love you anymore, i tell myself things have changed. i tell myself if fate exists, it will come into play.

but honestly, it’s time to move on. i never thought i’d say those words.. i never thought there would be this day, ever. from the first day we started dating. from that first night at karma. from the first moment in wendy’s.

if i could start over with you, i would in a heartbeat. i’d redo it all, i’d take back the angry words, the stupid fights, and leave the san jac days we’d just cuddle in bed, the cute vacations we took together, all the punch buggies in the world, and every moment going to bed and waking up with you.

if things in this lifetime are meant to work out a certain way, they will. i’m not holding onto the hope that you and i will get back together. 

i deserve someone who was the old tuotuo. the one i met at wendys, the dorky cute sweet guy who would always care about me in every single way. i dunno if this is a phase of your personality, but i hope you find out that you were perfect the way you were. i loved you for who you were.

from the bottom of my heart, i want you to be happy, and that’s how i know i’ll always care for you.

thank you for teaching me what a relationship is, thank you for making me a better person. thank you tuotuo, from the bottom of my broken heart.

[lucidlita]

Baby knows I always got him. 🔐💕

[xbbxivx]

Kinikilig ako sa girlfriend ko, ganda talaga ng boses nun ♥ kahit tinataasan ako ng boses nkakainlove padin haha :D kahit galit pa yan haha. :* kaya sarap sarap lambingin ehhhhh :******* tutulog nako, mainis pa sakin yun haha. :)

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Ang sarap talaga gumising pag may dahilan bumangon sa umaga. Hahahaha anodaw.. I love you baby :">

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Kauwi ko lang galing sa bespren ko haha. Ang saya kaso sobrang init hay nako. Tapos nung tpos na kme mnuod edi yun kwentuhan tapos nakikiwifi hahaha. Pinakita saken ni ags pic ni baby :') tas sabi ko "girlfriend ko yan!" Hahaha ang sarap lang sa feeling ng ganun. Haha nasabi ko yun kasi 4 lang naman kami hahahaahahaha pero soon. Malalaman din ng iba kong kaibigan yun ♥

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Ang sweet namin ni baby kanina. As in! Hahaha grabe yung ngiti ko. Pati sa call sobrang sweet hahaha. ♥ perstaym ko talaga maging malandi ska sweet sa call, kay baby ko lang ginagawa yun. Promise. Lalo na yung 3 hours o 6 hours call mga ganun, dati hindi ako nkakatagal sa mga calls. Sa mga kaibigan ko, naging jowa ska sa manliligaw, nagpapalusot agad ako haha ssbhn ko busy ako, malolowbat na ganyan ganyan, masakit ulo ko. Hahaha! Pero kay baby hindi, gustong gusto ko kausap yun. Ako pa nga tumatawag eh. Ewan ko saya saya ko kasi pag kausap ko yun. Kahit anong topic namin, di boring ska awkward. Ako hndi naawkwardan ewan ko lang si baby :))))))) hihi. Pero pag sa iba wala nakong masabi, nabobored ako, pag sa mga kaibigan ko naman saglitan lang kami magusap sa call yung pag may sasabihin lang tlga na importante haha. Pero iba talaga kay baby :"> mahal na mahal ko yun eh ♥ wala nang iba para sakin, siya lang foreverrrrrrr ♥

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Now nothing can take you away from me.. ♪