The sign that i has been used
It took me a few thought before i decide to share this story here or not. Its a sad story. Not so sad actually. More to a story. Just a story about how i feel and realized that i’m bertepuk sebelah tangan. Hahahahahahahaahhaah
So, there is one guy that i think i have a crush on. I’ve know him almost 10 years. He is good looking. Always has a sweet word and soft spoken. Our relationships is 100% professional. Only official matters.
A few days ago, he came to say goodbye because he already finish all the work here. He will go back soon. Then, he ask to take me for lunch. Of course i say no. He said i was help him so much throughout this time and as a appreciation he wants to buy me a lunch.
I’m not that crazy to said yes. Hahaha.
Even thought i’m not in the relationship pun, i’m still going to say no. Knowing how introvert i’m, memang takkkkk kan kuar pun. With my actual friend pun jarangggg keluar. Ini kan pula dengan dia yang hanya on professional relationship!.
Then, i sarcastically said “you can ask my boss to go lunch with you. She can represent me. And she also can eat for two people” SARCASTICALLY ok!
Dan kebetulan my boss pun ada dekat situ. But, of course la she said no and will only go if i go.
Lepas dah sembang-sembang macam tu dia pun keluar and we said good bye to each other and pray for the best. Ingatkan habis tang tu la.
Pagi tadiiiiiiiiiiiii.. my bos forward an email from him, that he asked my boss for coffee after work!!
OMG, of course la aku macam sentap skit. Mentang-mentang la bos aku segak. Hahaahah. Eh, bukan sentap tara mana sangat pun. Biasa-biasa je. Yerlah aku kan kekonon ada crush skit on him. I thought bila i reject dia nyer offer for lunch, dia akan frust menonggeng la kan... Hahaha. Silly me. But, instead he go for my bos pulak.