#12of366

[langitmerah]

Ini aku.

Bukan puitis dan romantis, apalagi humoris. Sedikit melankolis dan cuma numpang nulis.

(12 Januari 2020, 5.54pm)

[enlightenmyload]

Looking for Week’s End

Aye-yay-yay! Today’s been a day and it’s not even over yet. Lots of emotions.

I had a crazy shift this morning and hopefully will have a smooth shift tonight. I’ll try and manifest that. Speaking of which, on Tuesday while bartending, these two douche-bags (judgment, I know), or rather, these two young men who I just got a feeling I did not want to deal with came in and got a pitcher. They were using some heavily expletive language and I was really just wanting them to leave without getting drunk or too rowdy, forcing me to have to kick them out. I just kept wanting them to leave and focusing on that feeling (it kind of felt like dwelling?). Eventually they did. I was so relieved. It just proved to me how I could manifest something if I just vibrationally will it to happen. It was kind of weird and crazy and awesome! That was something I wanted to mention that happened this week.

Today’s practice was more of a continuation of yesterday’s I feel. It was very fluid, and my body was sort of sore, but strong, and kept up. What really stood out today was savasana. I cried today while in the pose. I’m sure I was in a meditative state and just felt this surge of emotion. I couldn’t describe it as positive or negative, it was just this emotion. I teared up and started crying a little. It was the first time I felt that in savasana and I know it’s not unusual for people to do that. Maybe there was some growth there?

Brag: I guess you could say I saved the day at work this morning. I was set to train baking again at the café. Turns out the baker who was to train me didn’t show. I had to wait an hour for the manager to get there to unlock the door. I then started baking even though I’ve only just observed previously. Yes, having that extra hour would have been helpful. Yes, I should have just said screw-it and left because it ultimately wasn’t my problem to fix. But I stuck in there and devoted my time to my job, which I think shows a lot about my character to my co-workers, so, hopefully some good karma is coming my way?

Desire: I hope to get some major sleep after this long night I’m about to have. I. Am. Tired. Like woh! Or woe...

Gratitude: I’m thankful to have this day. Yes, it was tiring, trying and it’s still not over, but I’m alive and these are the days that make life worth living.

[purple-pihany]

God ain’t glorious just because of His creations that are already amazing. But God is also glorious because of things He had made amazing out of nothingness and sometimes out of wickedness. And God ain’t victorious just because of already successful circumstances. He is victorious because He is the all-powerful and only God and also because He have been triumphant out of hopeless situations. God ain’t just the talk. He has proven his gloriousness and victory yesterday, today and forever.

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[itsjazzysworld]

Wanna know something I hate

I hate hate hate when people say something and do another. Or when people ask for advice and don't take it. Please don't ask me something or tell me something if you don't plan or doing it. I mean does anyone have any idea why people do this. Why do people utterly disregard the advice they ask for??? If you don't want it don't ask for it. Simple as that.

[pills-of-day-blog]

Step twelve - One step at a time.

Honestly, I created this Tumblr to writing what I come feeling and I not in the mood today. I tired of do nothing interesting in my boring work and my spirit today was sad with no motivation, more than Sadness in the movie Inside Out. I think I shouldn't cut the drug at once like I did. Today, I took one pill of Tofranil to help me a stop feeling this way, like the life hasn't motive. I know there isn't fair I complain about my life as I do. I have a job, who pay well, I have health and all my family, but some reason I not happy ( I know is my depression, but you understand what I try to say), but I can't just enjoy this as I should.

One step at a time.

[anneknown]

Page 12 of 366

Yung feeling na na-late ako kasi nakatulog ako. Paggising ko mag na-nine na at obligado na ko pumasok kasi nasakin plates nila. Kaya pumasok ako. Then after Eng’g Drawing Class nag laro kami 1 hour. Then fvck may exam sa solid. Wala akong alam. Walang wala. 5 items. Sobrang baba ko sa exam na yun letche. Nadala na ko sobra. Kaya mag aaral na talaga ako please. Less dota na :(

[lostpieceofmeee]

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