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103 /// 13.05.2026
Not much to say today, we were busy building shelves after work. Now we have lots of space for our shoes, haha.
Were getting our Couch tomorrow, so step 1 to cozy-ing the living room is in the works! Yippie! :3
Very interrupted 7 hour sleep last night after a struggle to get off to sleep to begin with so starting this wind down with half a melatonin. Would love to blame scrolling on social media but realistically it will be the binge drinking on Saturday. It always comes back to that as an issue, if I leave my car at home then there isn't enough stopping me. I need to find a way to moderation and having transport limits has worked in the past. I also seem to get to a point now of being 'good' and then feeling entitled to something extreme. The last time this happened was December from memory. I guess the gaps are getting bigger? It really messes my physical and mental health up for literally days and I think it's strained my personal relationships but I can't really be sure on that one. I don't know if I qualify for AA is the problem... I feel like it isn't a compulsion on a regular enough basis to meet the criteria of an addiction but I do think the use is problematic generally.
hahahaha I didn't need a reminder today (rayne, if you see this before reminding me I just want to tell you i appreciate it :3, but not needed today hhahahahahaha)
the workors where quiet today so I could sleep in without them waking me and also tomorrow is a holdiay so the workors won't wooooooork! ^^
I am noticing that I get better at japanese grammar. I notice that. I am happy about it. :3
I uhm. lettuce! I love lettuce hehe ;°°; (fruit bat)
I love having dreams, btw. they are so interesting and sometimes I can make them into stories, apparently, because that only happened once so far.
wednesday 13. may 2026
I had one of these reoccurring dreams again.
The setting was a school trip. there was a hotel above a restaurant area.
at first we just ate at the restaurant. then it cut to the hotel area. I heard something through the loudspeakers. everyone would go and gather in the restaurant area. I felt some kind of threat and tried to runaway.
at this point I seem to have remembered the previous time I had this dream and attempted (and failed) to escape. So I consciously chose another method.
I found myself in a city, someone was following me. I asked around if there was a police station or a doctor's office nearby. I found none.
under the restaurant was a huge secret basement area. I don't know why the owner abducted a bunch of people.
