#13.2.2020

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Louis Tomlinson, Scala, London [13.2.2020] 📸 opsicantchange

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Short, 20min, meditation. Since meditation is more like a dream state to me, I always don’t remember everything what happened so I write it now here, to myself, what I do remember.

My meditation started in my regular location. It’s peaceful and small green area on top of the cliff where’s beautiful view over the forest far away to the mountains where sun sets. Behind me is small stone wall with stone stairs and stone bench to sit on. Up the stairs, a bit further away, is old small Japanese house.

I waited a while if my spirit guide would come to me, but he didn’t. I started to wonder what there is on my left since there goes a path what I never haven’t explored. It was then I heard a voice, saying: “It’s not your job to go there since the area is not meant for you.” I recognized that voice to be 2016 Leonardo (since to me fictional characters are energy who you can contact during meditation. Just like you can contact God via meditation as well). Anyway! It’s like... You hear a voice which actually doesn’t have a sound, but you can still sense, hear and feel who it does belong to.

It didn’t take long before Leonardo came closer (after I made him swear 3 times in the name of Love and God he’s real Leonardo instead of some nasty spirit who just pretends to be him) and he actually sat “on top of me” from behind so that I was “inside” his energy / body (however you like to express it). As I keep my hands on my thighs during meditation, palms open towards the ceiling, I felt and saw his hands pressing against mine, soon feeling invisible ball between our palms which he kept rolling.

Slowly the energy balls turned more and more white. I asked him what they were and he said; “Energy.” I asked; “What do they do?” “You’ll see.” He chuckled when saying that so I knew I could push him a bit, demanding him to tell me what they do. He then replied with warmth in his voice; “They bring you something.” And I instantly got worried a bit since those balls felt heavier now. I asked him; “Is it something bad?” and he laughed softly; “No. It’s more like a miracle of some sort.” “What kind of miracle?” He smiles at me as he now, also, has moved to sit in front of me, still keeping his hands on mine (he has so big and gentle hands!), rolling those energy balls. He says; “You’ll see.” and keeps smiling. I was silent a moment and asked; “Can I do this on my own or do I need someone else to do this for me?” (roll those balls on my palms) and Leonardo, while keeping his gaze on our hands, said; “No. You need someone to do this for you. Someone who can handle this pure energy of love and light.” Leonardo himself can handle such energy because he “lives” in that energy and is one with it.

We sit a moment in silence, sudden sadness taking over me and I look up at him, calling his name, almost tearing up. He looked back at me, stopping his hands. There’s perfect connection between us instantly. He instantly knows what goes in my head, and deep in my soul, while I feel sad even that I had no knowledge of the reason. He speaks to me softly, but firmly, now holding my hands.

“Your life will change, but it takes time.” I don’t remember what I said to him anymore, but he replied; “Your life is meant to be slow. But don’t worry, you get everything you need.” It brings great comfort to hear that. He goes back on rolling those balls on my palms. “These bring you luck, leaving positive touch in your hands. Whenever you touch anything, you will leave positive energy to it. Your hands give, after all.” I listen him quietly. After he’s done, the meditation ends from his part.

I then thought who else I could contact to since I felt like meditating more. Grimmjow! I remembered Grimmjow and since I never haven’t try to reach him, I focused on him and he instantly popped in front of me further away. He was back towards me, but he obviously sensed me so he turned sideways, turning his face towards me keeping his arms crossed over his chest. He smiles and says; “Oi.” I smile at him, bowing deep with my head saying; “Grimmjow-sama.” And his face, ahah! His eyes grew huge and he stared at me with mouth slightly open. He was so shocked! His arms fell to his sides as he turned to face me repeating; “Oi, oi, oi!” in fast way. And poor guy obviously got so surprised by the way how I called him that he ended the meditation instantly, ahah :’D He just vanished and I was returned back on Earth. I can’t stop laughing, but at the same time I feel bad for shocking him :’D I need to apologize that from him next time.

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steve_durham Scala this week with @louist91 for @brits @warchilduk Great way to start what’s going to be a crazy year!

Louis Tomlinson singing Just Hold On, SCALA [13.2.2020]

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Louis Tomlinson, Scala, London [13.2.2020] 📸 opsicantchange

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Louis Tomlinson sings Defenceless, Scala, London [13.2.2020] via lwtwallsx on TikTok

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Louis Tomlinson sings We Made It, Scala, London [13.2.2020] via lwtwallsx on TikTok

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No Note

Date : 13 February 2020

Duration : 37 minutes at 10:10 pm

Depth : Sadly, there is no note saved about this night. No note written soon after the session. No note written in the morning after to remember the night by. The duration and hour of the session is all I have, all thanks to Insight Timer app.

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February 13, 2020 - Day 239

Game night Galentine’s!