Today is Monday and I went to sleep almost 2 of the morning and I woke up almost 8 am with one unexpected call. When I answer the phone it was one engineer who still work in my old job, asking me if I am still unemployed, so I answer yes and if I wanted work in the same place but in another sector with the salary probably smaller. In shock with this call and to not make an unmade, I said yes and he passed to me one number of an engineer of the company that I need to call and resolve the question. I call to her (the engineer) and she asked me if I am technical roads. I said that I worked as one for many years but I don't have the diploma of one. So she said that she'll call me again when she comes to my city to talk to me (probably Wednesday).
I was in shock with this information and trying to process the same, so I talked with my friend who still work there and she told me that my old boss called to the engineer to call me and offer this job. While I was talking to her, I decide to call my old boss and tell what it happened.
I found a little strange because my old boss told me that I would go work with him at Vitoria. So, I called to him.
He told me that he would talk to me in person and that he knows about the on call I received and complete that it was difficult to find something to me in Vitoria and to me not stay work-shy. So he asked me if there are some problem with this probably spot of a job, so I was very honest and said that I think this won't be working and he finished tell me that he comes to my city on Thursday or Friday and he going to talking to me in person.
I gave the news to my mother and open my feelings about it. I think that she is happy to have a chance that I did not move me to another city ( I do not judge or blaming her, I totally understand her feelings and I probably felt the same if I were a father).
The question is, I always looked this opportunity of moving to another city, has a chance to grow up and change my way. I haven't confidence in stay one job that I not like (but not hate), living in a city that I do not feel comfortable and I do not have friends.
I don't wanna be thankless, but I don't think that's my city, I need to construct my way, make new ties. I need to resolve the things on my own without family (I love mine, but I think it's time to have the experience to live alone, I've almost 30 years).
After all, I think that can be my chance to help me discover who really I am.