May 4, 2017
Fuck.
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Fuck.
Went to korys party n then sergios and its hot n i wanna go home
I said I was going to continue writing lol but I get distracted so easily.
so basically me and my baby are good :) He’s dead perfect
But I still don’t love myself
its funny everyone everyone everyone tells me that im very conceited which I cannot lie I can be at times, but I honestly dont love care, or even need myself
like idk
i seem happy but never truly am
I going to bed thank you voice to text 4 typing this call me i meant for me not call me too lazy to fix that so yes i sleep now night
somethin about your head on my chest makes me breathe real easy
30 June 2012, 1:44 AM (hand-written)
Sometimes, I feel a little bit at peace with the friends who didn't give a shit about my feelings - about whether or not I matter.
It helps me appreciate the friends who actually care. Sure, a simple text message invitation may look like a small gesture, but it's a fantastic one. To have a person take time to shoot you a personal message, inviting you to his or her event is lovely - especially when it's more convenient to send an online invite instead.
To my friends (that won't read this) who care, thank you. To the friends who didn't, you also have my thanks. It's allowed me to appreciate the little things in life, and the few wonderful friends that I have.