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[taeminrecuerdos]

17.03.2015

Retransmisión del segundo episodio 'ᗰᗩTᑕᕼ ᗰᗩᗪE Iᑎ ᕼᗩEᐯEᑎ'.

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[taeminrecuerdos]

17.03.2015

Asistencia de Taemin y Minho al concierto de TVXQ en Osaka.

Fotos publicadas en los medios oficiales de SMTOWN.

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Coming soon #mi6 #mi6rock #17032015 #2015 #newalbum (at Saint Petersburg, Russia)

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[forgottenotes]

about what was and what is

Up until about 7 days ago, i was just still an unemployed--who stays at home and take care of her niece--at day and (often) a doctor at the evening. The rest of the night i spent by doing some reminiscing, tracing about the long lost past forgotten love, wandering in my mind palace-- lost in my own thought, find a piece of paper and try to write ‘em all down. 

and then i met...you. 

few days later, on a rainy tuesday on early morning, after all night thinking about all the possibilities that might happen in the future, i decided not to talk or think about it any further since everything is so blurry and kinda shady...and that, time’s bitch and so does distance. i’ve failed my last long distance relationship. it was like this: fiery and fierce at the beginning and then it’ll took you to a flatness, slowly down to the bottom where there was no excitement left--until someone new, closer, and so much more within reach come along and made a long distance relationship feels like an illusion--then you go with that someone new. sucks? Big time. 

so.. it was raining hard and very early in the morning i was already awake from an hour of sleep. Ummm. i was awkward and nervously waiting for 7 a.m. to meet you.i was planning to just give you the book and then just move on with my life and just think of what was happened earlier as a brief encounter--because i know that it’ll take another days--maybe even years-- to meet you again. hey, we’ve just met yesterday and come on, how hard it is to forget you?

but then i saw you coming and my mind was blank and there was a rush to just walk into the rain and just.. see you. (seriously, this pouring rain really made everything even more dramatic, don’t you think? ((: ) but no, my dad was there and it came to my sense again. so i just took the umbrella, unpatiently open the locked door and gate. aaaaaaaaaaaannnd... 

this--was where my plan was falling apart. but i also have to admit, that, this was a delight last minute-changed of mind (: 

i saw the taxi. i saw you. you pat my head, i looked into your eyes--this is the last time. i thought to myself. i was about to leave but--out of nowhere my mouth slipped the words i wouldn’t dare to ask. 

and you answered it. 

after that everything was kind of confusing and ... okay, THAT was something i really need to know, since the fact is i like you--i must have REALLY like you since i dared to ask the words that should be yours to ask (((: --and you said you like me too. that you like me first. but a relationship? really? this quick? after only 3 meetings? a long distance one? SERIOUSLY? 

on second thought, i do not want you to leave me hanging, with the fact that we like and admire each other and keep sending messages even if you’re apart. at least if your answer was “no, we’re not”, then i can just go on continue with my plan without hoping and expecting anything anymore. but you said, “yes we are”--almost as spontaneously as the question was, then everything is crystal clear: now we are boyfriend and girlfriend. that simple.

i will not write about what i thought and what i really feel about you, or how did it managed to be like this now. I will not write about the details, about how the spark happen. (i do feel the vibes. don’t you?) 

they said only fools rush in--like you and i, when we rushed in to this relationship (((: , but hey, what do we care, right?

but i will tell you this: with you and i are now in a long distance relationship, i will still be an unemployed--who stays at home and take care of her niece--at day and (often) a doctor at the evening. The rest of the night i will still wandering in my mind palace-- lost in my own thought, find a piece of paper and try to write ‘em all down. 

but i will not be doing some reminiscing and tracing about the long lost past forgotten love ever again. because i will be busy missing you--longing and patiently waiting for the day i finally meet you again-- because i have you now that occupy my head and my heart. 

what was in the past, stay behind. what i have now is you--i choose you and all the possibilities that come with it.  could this kind of feeling lasts? i don’t know. all i know is this: now i -like you - very much. is this love? i hope so. whatever it is, it is growing inside of me day by day even if you’re there and i am here and .. to fall in love is to have a leap of faith, and i have my faith in what i feel about you-- and i trust what you've said about how you feel about me. (: 

P.S. :  I love you.   

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