Big achievement of the Day: Cleaning up the house! ^_^
I was up and down again, yesterday was another stress T_T seriously don't know why. Somehow it was just the usual thing, i.e. Animation *I am right for not going further with MA Animation, what the hell am I thinking!?*
And then some stuff again T_T Weird, feelings are really weird, you act cool when things happen and you know that's what you want but at the other time what you want somehow is no longer what you want and you want to have acted in different way.
I mean, why do we, human, keep changing and changing every single minute or even second? We just keep thinking...
We do, completing something but we do not put an end or close it, we have to rethink what we have just done, tracing back from memories, and then we complicate what has already happened AND THEN we feel down! Stupid stupid stupid me T_T Such a capricious temper and I dislike it very much. I stayed up watching... 'The Diary of a Nobody', which is, erm.... 'I have no comment' and GLEE, until 5 a.m in the morning! Crazy extreme reaction to the stress and pressure I guess :( It seemed to happen like that all the time >_<
But today is a Cleaning Day and I have spent time clearing up stuffs and ventilating the room, it is now fresh and very clean ^_^ Tidy and neat, yay! A good start for Holiday with ... essays LOL
Okay whatever worries about whether or not I finish essays, passing exams, graduating, finding jobs, blah blah blah..., fuck it. I'm just gonna follow my schedule and do what to do. Whatever results are, I know I have tried best. Good enough good enough.