#18ichi

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High school Suuji!

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Deep down, I know why it happened this way, deep down, I know what I did, deep down, I always knew it couldn't last. I was deluding myself. I believed, even if only for a short period of time, that I was better. I believed I wouldn't end up alone. And now my sobs reverberate through the empty neighborhood, the rotten stench of pure filth envelops me like a second skin, none of these roads lead home.

So, really big fan of this fic and it's been in my head for weeks... but also it did make me say the sentence out loud to my friend "oh my god this rocks ichimatsus covered in piss and puke"

it's 6 chapters of high school ichi angst with a happy ending but it's pretty rough for all 6 chapters with a lot of graphic descriptions of gore and puke so you know. don't go in there if that's not your thing. Beautifully written and extremely well done, you can really feel his anxiety.

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i read a fic recently where hs ichimatsu was having a REALLY bad time and i wish i could make it some proper fanart

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@suneka suggested some yana and ichi in PE and i had another thoguht that would take toooo long to draw and i'm gonna try to write instead but this idea then flooded in quickly after

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i've been bookmarking outfits i see on twitter that i think ichi would look cute in

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yanaichi i drew in 2021

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this was my first attempt at printing my own merch. turned out pretty neat. it's a heart-shaped badge made of fabric. literally, a soft yanaichi. the koi fish is just my small silly headcanon thing i can yap about it for decades