#19.2.2020

[endometriosis-andme]

Every time I tell my manager that I'm tired he always replies with 'I really don't understand how you're ever tired, you work 4 hours a day, 4 days a week!'

And it really angers me, I either nap for 5 hours or I'm awake until 5am staring at the ceiling trying to sleep, nevermind trying to get to sleep knowing I've got to go and work 4 hours with people that treat me like shit

[devonjwerkheiser]

devonwerkharder “cut the bullshit • shot by @lilyjadee ••• #2020“

[towaniegaita]

Janai’s [Forgeru, 19th February 2020]

Original post in Japanese

It's Forgeru

【2/23(日)】『パリパリじゃないズ!!!』 グッズ情報を追記いたしました。当日じゃないズTシャツ＆パリパリTシャツが販売決定！！👕👕 ◆イベント詳細 https://t.co/LOQNXIwqpW pic.twitter.com/XOnNqvkpGx

— DDスタッフ (@info_DDstaff) February 14, 2020

The other day we announced the goods

For the PARTY PARTY Janai's event! 👏

The Janai's goods

Were designed by me 🙇

 FRONT

I thought it was kind of 🤔

To just write 'Janai's' in hiragana,

So the idea is that

The 'Notズ' logo on the FRONT

Is written as 'Not's', but read as 'Janai's'!

I asked Nozaki and Ani what they thought

And they both said it was good

So that really helped me!  😇

Just in case we get to do an event as Janai's again one day

And we get to release more goods then

I made some coloured versions that we could expand upon

Within the limits of my imagination.

  Maybe I could put a black border around it and make it into a BOX logo?

Stickers or rubber keyrings would be quite easy to make

So maybe they'd be good to release too? Right? Do you think so?

  I tried to write our name in hiragana

Using various pens

But the English version came out better -

It's probably a matter of preference 😓

If I get the opportunity

I'd like to try out the hiragana version some more!

BACK

  The tickets for the event are electronic tickets

So I decided to make the BACK print

Into a ticket-style design.

I made up an event name

And there's various other things written on there

But I hoped it would be nice memorabilia

For the date, members' names and location

To commemorate the first time we held our own concert

And the first time we had our own goods sale too!

The memories of the electronic ticket will be on your phone

And the Janai's ticket will be on your back.

  I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT ANYMORE

  The barcode is a JAN code

But the numbers are made up of the members' birthdays.

Paper tickets often have the names

Of the shops that issued them in the background

But I replaced that with the Janai's pose.

 It's based off Nichan's hands

明日 12/06 TIME TRAVEL.6 京都公演 Day1 ソロパートを担当します、じゃないず よりコメントが届きました…！ pic.twitter.com/CH164EhCiV

— MeseMoa.公式 (@info_mesemoa) December 5, 2019

From this video ✋

  I did think about just having 3 of these marks

Lined up on the right shoulder area for the BACK print

But it was too simple 🤦‍♂️

Maybe it could be a logo on a hat or something 🤦‍♂️

  When I was thinking about all this I had no idea what was right or not!

I find it difficult to design for my birthday event goods as well 🤷🏻

  But because the event tickets are electronic

I really hope that people will go home with the tickets on their back

As a replacement!  😤

Next time I'll get Ani and Nozaki

To do some of the designing!

  I started working on it

As soon as our event finished in Thailand 🇹🇭

And I got some help from Kamapoyo when sending it to print

Since he's familiar with the final stages of this kind of design!

I'm both anxious and excited to see how the final thing turns out

  Our preparations for the concert are continuing steadily!

じゃないズも2/23に向けて練習ガッツリやってまーす！ pic.twitter.com/cp6Hd7038x

— フォーゲル(めせもあ。) (@forgeru) February 18, 2020

Tickets for the PARTY PARTY Janai's event

Can be found here ⬇️

https://c-r-e-a-m.jp/category/hytown/

  I was even thinking about the design on the plane ✈️

On the way back to Japan 🇯🇵 from Thailand 🇹🇭

But because I was trying to avoid jet lag I stayed awake

So when we got back to Japan I was so tired

That I thought why not get the piercing I've been wanting to get.

 Leo 🐺 was the first to notice

Even before the other members lol

[godsnameisjoy]

Fader Button

Date : 19 February 2020

Duration : 59 minutes at 9:35

Depth : Here is the note about this session ...........

‘Now that is what I call meditation ! I was fully attentive. No distraction weakened my concentration. I was in the super conscious space of mind which is always wide awake. It is also the kind of space that is way beyond the subconscious. This space is deep within. It is cut off from a lot that is in the immediate environment.

I missed the buzzer at 30 minutes or maybe I missed the buzzer at 45 minutes, not sure. The result was a concentrated meditation for nearly an hour. I kept waiting for the second buzzer while it had rung already. I realised after the session that the buzzer I waited for had already rung.

I couldn’t hold the event of the buzzer ringing in my super conscious mind space. The memory of all the buzzers that had buzzed already lie in the conscious mind, not the super conscious mind. I meditated well while I waited for the second buzzer. There were no lapses in concentration. It kept getting more and more concentrated.

My breathing disappeared for long durations. What fun. The song in my head (the new James Bond song) remained stuck only while I passed from the subconscious to the super conscious mind. Once I was firmly seated in the super conscious mind, the song got left behind in the subconscious !’

[prosy-days]

February 19, 2020 - Day 245

All my glass is cut!