#1:10pm

[ajyal-azez]

تهدأ سفن رحاليّ عند الموسيقى، لا شيء غيرها الآن يطربني.

[ajyal-azez]

أود ان أشارك ظهيرتي معك، ونستلذّ بطعم الحقيقة وصوت الموسيقى.. ونجعل الصمت والهدوء يحف بالأرجاء معًا.

[ajyal-azez]

لديّ اشتياق وحنين لصوت موج البحر..

[ajyal-azez]

هي الاستثناء

واللا ندّ لها

هي الحقيقة، وشيئ من خيال.

هي وميض نجمة يسكنك في ظلمة الليل،

ويختفي بحلول ضوء النهار..

فلا ندّ لها، حتى وأن تلبستها في كائن غيرها

فلن تجد الروح في خفة ظلها.

[itsallgrayarea]

la rona

ok so I’m getting back to this a little later than planned, but whatever. so much is happening right now...not just with me, but with the entire world. when I posted the last entry, I felt differently than I do now. I needed to un-cloud my foggy head, but it is clearer now. 

the world has been dealing with this coronavirus situation for over a month now. I have been “socially distancing”, “quarantining”, “on lockdown” for the most part for a month now. this shit is insane. who knows how long it is going to last. 

that’s all I’ve got for now.

[mindnmybidness]

No one is answering my FaceTime calls, guess I’ll be productive 🥺...... or watch one episode of the anime I just started 😁

[itsallgrayarea]

too overwhelmed

I haven’t posted on this account in 3 1/2 years lol

I kinda figured I might not ever post on it again.

Right now I just need somewhere to vent that no one I know will see, but I also do want it out in the world. I don’t want it kept in my notes or in a journal. I need this to be in this secret corner of the internet that no one knows I have been a part of for so many years.

Venting posts will follow. This is just an introduction for myself to look back on.

Oh, also, I don’t think I’m going to follow the same format this time. Maybe. Probably not. Idk yet.

[nevergetmyfill]

someone put their hand in the small of my back last night and it made so so uncomfortable i ended up just getting even more wasted than i already was and I’m totally paying for it now yikes