#1efates

[paspeur]

 there  he  is  again.  eliott  demaury.  every  time  he  walks  into  the  room,  it’s  like  lucas’  whole  world  centers  in  on  him.  it  makes  him  giddy,  excited,  nervous.  it’s  a  new  and  unfamiliar  feeling  for  lucas  and  he  doesn’t  know  how  to  deal  with  it.      —    he  can’t  help  the  way  he  stares  ;    seeing  eliott  walk  in  and  within  minutes,  he’s  surrounded  by  familiar  faces.    lucas  admits  there’s  something  about  him  that  draws  in  the  attention  from  just  about  anyone  around  him.  he’s  like  a  beacon,  a  bright  light  shining  from  the  center  of  a  way  too  crowded  apartment,  and  lucas  feels  like  a  moth  to  the  flame  of  the  light  he  emits.

 he  should  say  something...    but  what?    they  barely  know  each  other.  a  few  interactions  here  and  there,  sure    (  all  thanks  to  a  shared  friend  group  )    but  right  now,  to  lucas,  they  appear  to  be  worlds  apart.    and  it’s  a  feeling  that  makes  his  jaw  tense,  gnawing  at  the  back  of  his  mind  to  the  point  he  has  to  pry  his  eyes  away.    —    downing  the  last  of  his  beer,  he  places  the  empty  bottle  on  a  nearby  table  and  gets  up  from  his  seat  in  the  couch,  makes  a  gesture  at  yann  that  he’s  gonna  get  a  new  one,  and  makes  his  way  for  the  kitchen.  it’s  easier  this  way    —    drowning  his  thoughts  of  one  eliott  demaury  with  cheap  beer  and  his  friends  as  a  distraction.

[toapaixonar]

❛  do you trust me?  ❜ to rosaline from dario!!

you stare at him in disbelief, eyebrows furrowing almost instantly. do you trust him? of course not. you do not even trust yourself most days, let alone trust the stranger your father is trying to sell you off to without so much as a second thought. of course, he is handsome and perhaps you are staring for another reason as well, but it does not change the fact you do not know him well enough to trust you. and yet, when pink lips part to say so... nothing comes out. perhaps there is a chance you do trust him, but only for you do not care what he thinks or says. it is a lot easier to trust a stranger than your own family / your own cousin! however, you do not say so either, instead letting out a scoff. ❝ what does it matter if i trust you or not? that has absolutely nothing to do with anything. frankly, what type of question is that? ❞

[spehllman]

@1efates asked: “ you’re my family, screw what everyone else says . ” + ambrose !!

' YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY THAT, AMBROSE. ' voice is quiet as she fiddles with her fathers ring on her finger. ' i hear what they say about me. '

[spehllman]

@1efates asked: “ you know you can talk to me about anything, right ? ” + ambrose !!

' ... YEAH, I KNOW. ' she's lying. she does not know, does not trust. she feels as though she is being crushed under this weight, as though she is splintering at the edges and unravelling.

[paspeur]

@1efates​​​   “ i  believe  that  all  men  are  just  overgrown  boys  with  deep  problems  communicating. ” /  from  emma ! 

okay,  so  that’s  how  it’s  going  to  be  then,  huh?    lucas  can’t  help  the  way  he’s  a  bit  offended  by  her  words.  all  men?   really?     he  scoffs.  while  he  can’t  wait  to  enjoy  the  fries  waiting  to  be  devoured  in  front  of  him,  he  doesn’t  hesitate  throwing  one  at  her.  he  doesn’t  mind  losing  one  of  them  if  it  means  hitting  emma  in  his  protest.  “ all  men?  what  a  way  to  generalize  all  of  us. ”    she’s  not  wrong  through.  communication  has  always  been  his  weakness.    if  he  could  just  speak  ;    talk  about  how  he  feels,  what’s  going  on  with  his  life  and  so  on.  it  would  all  be  so  much  easier.       but  he  can’t,  and  that’s  the  problem.    so  he  scowls,  directing  his  attention  to  the  fries  in  on  the  plate  in  front  of  him  instead  of  talking  about  what’s  really  going  on  in  his  life.

[quarrei]

ok serious q: does ryan know dylan's been flirting w him all summer because , /:

yes, he really does.

he often acts like he doesn't notice it just bc.... a) its ryan and b) on the off chance he's wrong he doesn't wanna embarrass himself or dylan, but honestly if he or anyone were to see the smile pulling at his face when he turns away or dylan just is not looking... like its obvious! and in his own ryan way? he's absolutely flirting back too each time