#1loganhendersonanon

[senorcasillas]

Alright so

For over a year I've been trying to figure out what happened to my best friend and I think it's time to ask for some help

So around the beginning of spring 2012, I met this guy, named Jake who was a Logan anon (1loganhendersonanon), and we soon became quite good friends. He was a wonderful and very caring person. But he became sick somewhere in the summer and had to get operated, at first it was a succes but then it came back in the fall. He handed his Tumblr account over to someone else and I stayed in contact with him over the phone, but at the end of October he suddenly stopped messaging me. The Dustin anon told me that his phone broke and that it was why he couldn't talk, but I never really got to talk to him again. Until this one day in March, he suddenly replied to me, said he was doing fine and that treatment had worked and that he was busy studying for school again. That day was the last time I heard from him.

Last year October someone messaged me on his account, telling me that they were his sister and that he died a year before that, I got skeptic because I was sure I talked to him in March, but I didn't ask enough questions and decided to just leave it be, since I was pretty sure I wouldn't be able to get anything else out of them

In Febuary a friend told me he had talked to him and that he was alright, and that he had just woken up from a coma, I tried to reach him on the phone again, and I thought he was back when I saw that someone was reading my messages, but no one ever replied to me or told me what was going on.

Now I know that's a whole story and not everyone likes reading but I thought I'd fit in as much information as possible so maybe it'd be easier to find him or find someone who knows what happened

As you can tell I have absolutely no idea what could've happened and everything seems plausable and I've already tried looking for him on the internet but he has such a common name it's just impossible

I know he had more friends on here and I just really hope someone can tell me anything about what happened to him because it still bugs me that I don't know anything

Thank you so much for everyone who's willing to help and for everyone who can tell me something I didn't know yet, I really appreciate it

[vamos-ramos]

I had some inspiration to do this so…here goes..

I wish you could read this I miss you guys, and I’m sorry for everything I did, I still regret everything.

James, I loved you till the very end. I was happy I could talk to you, you were so cool and you made me laugh. I don’t think I ever got to say goodbye.

Kendall you were like a brother to me, you were there for me the most, I fell in love with your personality and friendship between us. I still am thankful for you being there for me through the worst.

Carlos, (Charlie)..thanks for being there and making me feel loved again, I’m glad I could make you feel better when you were sick, I miss those days I really do when we talked often, I feel like now we're torn apart I wish things went back.

Dustin and Logan (Jake), I’m so sorry for everything I did, it still hurts when I think of it. I missed the days we got along. I miss you all. I want to apologise for everything. I know I can’t take it back now but if I did I would. I’ve learnt my lesson and I will never do it again..

Goodbye all. You were amazing, all of you..

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

It gets lonely without you to talk to, but I know you won't come back.  It's nights like this when I miss you the most.  I hate being alone...I told that to all of you...but you still left me here.  You were my best friends...and each and every one of you left without a single goodbye.  You all told me you would either be right back, or just disappeared mid-conversation.

And honestly, it makes me sad.  It shows that I value you so much higher than you value me.  But again, this is my normality, and I am growing to accept it.  I stay in the hopes that maybe someday you will return.  I know some of you won't, but I seem to be getting by decently by just pretending you're all too busy to get in touch.

Some say that such thoughts will drive me mad.

If that is true, then so be it.

At least in my madness, we will be together again.

[datingdustinbelt-blog]

Logan, I hit ask limit and I have to go for a bit. I swear if you leave me.. You can't. Do not hurt yourself. i love you. 

[carlospenaanon-blog]

1loganhendersonanon

hes a really great friend :)

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

Hey guys!

Kik has been really acting up for me recently, so I tried uninstalling and reinstalling; however, now it says my login keeps failing. I’ll keep trying but I wanted you guys to know that’s what happened.

[sammiejd]

1loganhendersonanon replied to your post: your blog: can I get an anon please I’ll do anything I’m a whiny baby please can I get an anon You’d like that wouldn’t you? ;) Oh hey person that I miss talking to dearly :) And of course id like it you know how I am ;)

[notesfromsterek]

When will you update your fanfic page?

☆☆ My personal one?  Whenever I get the chance to sit down and write more.  I still haven't gotten the chance to go through all the messages here ):  I do have a couple of prompts that I want to fill, but I just haven't had the chance yet.

- Koi