#kendallschmidtanon

[vamos-ramos]

I had some inspiration to do this so…here goes..

I wish you could read this I miss you guys, and I’m sorry for everything I did, I still regret everything.

James, I loved you till the very end. I was happy I could talk to you, you were so cool and you made me laugh. I don’t think I ever got to say goodbye.

Kendall you were like a brother to me, you were there for me the most, I fell in love with your personality and friendship between us. I still am thankful for you being there for me through the worst.

Carlos, (Charlie)..thanks for being there and making me feel loved again, I’m glad I could make you feel better when you were sick, I miss those days I really do when we talked often, I feel like now we're torn apart I wish things went back.

Dustin and Logan (Jake), I’m so sorry for everything I did, it still hurts when I think of it. I missed the days we got along. I miss you all. I want to apologise for everything. I know I can’t take it back now but if I did I would. I’ve learnt my lesson and I will never do it again..

Goodbye all. You were amazing, all of you..

[dinosaurderyck]

but I miss you all like hell.. the times when I talked to you were the best and I always had so much fun, I would look forward to every reply.. and I meant everything I said to you..

James, I miss your silly bedtime stories, they always made me laugh even though they were short, and I want to thank you for letting me be a silly little child around you, I remember that.. when you left.. I was on vacation and I couldn't wait to come back home and tell you everything that happened..

Kendall, I'm so sorry for not talking to you every day before you left.. You were the only one I could really tell how I felt when I found out Jake was dying.. I'd still love to go to Asia with you if you ever come back.. please do..

Carlos, thank you for making me feel good about myself, I know you haven't really left since I still talk to you sometimes but.. I just miss the times we used to talk on Tumblr.. I'm sorry for any trouble I caused you.. and maybe one day we can actually meet..

Dustin, I tried so hard to be your friend but each time I felt like you didn't want it.. and yet you still managed to help me out a lot.. Thank you for being there when I needed you, and I'm sorry for not trying harder to make you feel alright.. I really wish we could've been good friends..

Logan, oh Jake, you have no idea how much I miss you.. You're so important to me and I really wish you never left.. You gave me the strength to do things I other wise wouldn't have the courage for.. You made me feel loved.. and I always felt so good about myself whenever I made you proud.. and you were always right.. about everything and I'm so sorry for not listening to you half of the time.. I'm so sorry for breaking promises for things that were never worth it and I'm so sorry for being so stubborn and stupid.. I wish I could make it all better.. I just want you back.. I need you so badly right now.. I'm so scared of everything without you.. and I hate that I didn't fight hard enough to be able to visit you.. I regret that so much.. You were the best friend I ever had.. and I hate that you had to leave this way and I'm still not over it.. j-just please.. come back..

I really hope that one day.. I'll see you all again.. one way or another.. and if you'd come back.. I'll be waiting with my arms wide open..

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

It gets lonely without you to talk to, but I know you won't come back.  It's nights like this when I miss you the most.  I hate being alone...I told that to all of you...but you still left me here.  You were my best friends...and each and every one of you left without a single goodbye.  You all told me you would either be right back, or just disappeared mid-conversation.

And honestly, it makes me sad.  It shows that I value you so much higher than you value me.  But again, this is my normality, and I am growing to accept it.  I stay in the hopes that maybe someday you will return.  I know some of you won't, but I seem to be getting by decently by just pretending you're all too busy to get in touch.

Some say that such thoughts will drive me mad.

If that is true, then so be it.

At least in my madness, we will be together again.

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

Hey guys!

Kik has been really acting up for me recently, so I tried uninstalling and reinstalling; however, now it says my login keeps failing. I’ll keep trying but I wanted you guys to know that’s what happened.

[tallblonde-andeyebrows-blog-blog]

kendallschmidtanon replied to your post: my friend treated me like shit Friday night and... :( I’m sorry.

not your fault (: I'm over it now. if she wants to treat me like that, I'm done with her.

[an0nconfess-blog]

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

I see what you did there XD And that sounds like a lot of work XD

It really isn't XP

They make more than one sized coffin, you know XD

[dustinbeltanon-blog]

Procrastinators unite! Tomorrow! XD And I don't want them to have problems putting my corpse in the coffin XP

So they'll size it appropriately so it'll fit you ;P

And why do it tomorrow, when you can do it the day AFTER tomorrow? ;D